Friday, March 16, 2007
i feel like...SHIT. crap. any equivelant. arghh. so frustrated over the np enrolmaent package. package my ass. its just a file. assholes.
wtc am i suppose to bloody do with it?!ahh shit. i feel like crap now. everywhere i look, its problems. as i read blogs, everywhere is problems. png's grades, candice's uni choices, matt's busy-ness, etc.
everybody needs a break. some part of me wants to quit sch and be the tech-man that SIM needs. but thats just the part of me that wants to escape from reality. the reality is to get my diploma. but..............why?!when i don't look forward to the course???why why why...
work has been great these days. busy as it may be sometimes, it is still really enjoyable. now you know why i wna go work there. its something i like to do!i wont complain even if its boring...sigh...
things never did work out for me ultimately. yes, the middle parts are great, but at the end, end product sucks. for example:
pri sch - 1-6 was great fun, heehee haahaa, but PSLE sucked.
sec sch - yes it was great but i failed Ns once, realised i wasnt studying enough, studied really hard and still got shit grades got Os.
crap isnt it?well, such is life. God, where are You?
i need relief. an escape. from reality. to a distant beatiful land where problems are banned. i suppose i'd have to die first.
rescue me, strong girl.Labels: life sucks.
screwed.
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