Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Ah yes, Good Ol' KCP.

hmm in response to Mel's post, i say 'CHEERS!' and many ex-kcpians will chorus together with a standing ovation.

yes, chai fan's fans have grown with the waves of students every year. normally, sch food in every other random sch sucks. thats what you hear from other students.

but we have at least one thing to be proud of. dear Uncle (i dont know but everybody calls him that).

they know me as 'heh heh' by my laughter. haha. to this day, they dont know my name. let them call me heh heh. they make me smile. hahahaha.

other than the food, kcp holds many memories for many ex-kcpians. within a span of 4 years (actualli i spent 6years in kcp), my batch has been thrown across the island from bishan, to rangoon and back to good ol bishan again.

i wont blab on about rangoon cos its gna take up much space. i'll just say it was a fun place to relax. =>

besides the building, teachers will be another factor. yes, they scolded us, punished us, maybe even whacked us. so what, we'll still smile at them when we visit. i'm willing to bet on that. haha.

teachers like ms quek, Brian Koh(BK for short), PC lim, Mr low, Chan(toilet manager). people like these have left an impression on me. each have taught me different lesson not in the textbook. and how grateful i am to have met them. Thanks God.

but of course, there are those things we hate. mine is rani. for obvious reasons.

so thus, i conclude: KCPSS, not just a obiang building in bishan but also a memorable place with good food that every Singapore should try.

with that, 'CHEERS!' (and many ex-kcpians will chorus together with a standing ovation.)

lets go back, hand in hand.


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2:07 AM

Monday, January 29, 2007
WOW. nice weather. =>

dont you agree?the weather yest and today was superb! yes, its cold but it really beats the blistering heat Singapore is famous for right?

anyway, my church (LPPC) is going to have a evagelistic concert in April. AND!here's the lovely part. and im looking forward to it: me and 4other guys are going to sing 'Backstreet Boys - Quit Playing Games With My Heart'!!!!!!!!!so cool rite!all the gay movements and swishing long hair. Oh so hot. hahaha!

but really, i ma going to sing that for a drama thing. haha. and im in charge of the worship too. so, yup, its gna be fun. YOU are invited!=>

yea. and results coming out soon. i think its 9th feb. people say 5,6,7 feb. all within that week la so no diff. crap.

crap crap crap. im scared.

Mmm, my mum makes good chicken. => lunch!

aye!long time no see!=>


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1:37 PM

Friday, January 26, 2007
Be Thou my vision, oh Lord of my heart
Nought be all else to me, save at Thou art
Thou my best thought by day or by night
Waking or sleeping, Thy presence my light

Be Thou my wisdom, and Thou my true word
I ever with Thee and Thou with me Lord
Thou my great Father and I Thy true son
Thou in me dwelling and I with Thee one

Riches I heed not, nor man's empty praise
Thou mine inheritance now and always
Thou and Thou only first in my heart
High King of heaven my treasure Thou art

Oh high King of heaven, my victory won
May i reach heaven's joy, bright heaven sun
Heart of my own heart, whatever befall
Still be my vision, O ruler of all

-I've come to love this song. not only cos its nice. its meaningful too. Be Thou My Vision.


screwed.
3:21 PM

bored.

have been slacking off quite abit these days. im gna repair my jeans tmr. i broke the zip. well, i wish it was because of what you're thinking. haha. kidding!

gosh. its about time i thanked God for that job offer. and the many other job offers i had. well, not many but most of them were out of the way and that one where...u know...shiat.

selling coffee...gimme your advice, yes or no. well, i'd prefer retailing clothes but...i tried River Island and i prayed so hard for them to call me back after the interview but sadly......

i went for a modelling interview today. well, it looks real. and i would gladly do the portfolio and all that. but then i looked at my hair in the lift at PS. scruffy, messy, comfy.

why would i need someone to pep up my hair with shine and gel (which i hate) when i can do it myself and be comfortable and happy just where i am?

that's when i decided, modelling is not an option for me anymore. => and im happy for me.

happy and contented. => thank you Lord.


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1:40 AM

This post is a toast to Mel.

sounds like you're dead. hahaha. okok. ure not.

mel helped me set up the comment box. its the -no laughs- portion. thanks to her. cheers.

she also help me set up this blog, skins and all. cheers.

owe u one!

i owe u more than i owe her.


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1:35 AM

Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Job?

i hope. today justin and friend (oops, forgot his name) and me went to this company where they provide short term job. i think the longest is a month. then no more. so i agreed to one job first.

didnt really like it. but thanks justin. =>

hmm and the friend told me to go ask starbucks r coffeebean. think i will. thanks friend. haha.

hmm these few days have been looking up. i like it when i wake up and find that im alone at home. => so free. haha.

darn. i keep forgetting to do cbsi hw. i always rmb at the odd times that i dont have it w me. like now.

the short term job that i agreed to is on 21/2 to 4/3. maybe u guys can look for me.=>
and i hope to get the starbucks/coffeebean job.

so now my friends, according to my sources, our results will be out on 9th feb!woopee. lets jump together. ;>


The sky has lost its color
The sun has turned to grey
At least thats how it feels to me
Whenever you're away


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8:14 PM

Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Its getting Worse.

adult fare SUCKS. i spent almost 10bloodybucks on transport alone. shit shit shit shit shit. no job, spending money fast, on things i dont like.

that totally sucks. im tired. i want to work. for the sake of supporting myself.

i just hope this is a test from God. which means i'll have to hit rock bottom before i climb back up again. Which means i'll have God by my side all the time. thats good. => but the reality of it sucks.

oh please. i need a job, Lord.

growing up sucks.

stand by me.


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6:53 PM

Monday, January 15, 2007
im sorry.

i know i shouldn't blame the dog.

i know its my fault.

i wasnt pushing you away.

"hi, Im Kidding."

i know it scared you.

i know i suck at things like this.

Soz.

The dog steals a conversation.


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8:54 PM

Thursday, January 11, 2007
It Gets Worse.

Another day of crap and piss. really sucks.

i had enough. tmr's my last day. at least im responsible. told aileen that i'll work there till she finds a replacement. yipee.

what's worse is this - lynette, my mum's friend's daughter, works part-time in an office, admin stuff. she's same age as me, waiting for As. she asked for a spot for me before but they didnt need people. but recently her boss asked her again. AND SHE SAID I STARTED SCHOOL!WHAT SCHOOL?!?!????!!and its SEVER PER HOUR!!!!!!shit man. stool. feaces. bloody crap. it kept me up last night when my mum told me.

damnit. damnit damnit.

i lost my mood. gnite.


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9:28 PM

Labeling Shit. (Literally) Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Labeling Shit. (Literally)

yes. believe it. here's the story.
i asked matt ong how he got his job yest. turns out crystal tang's parents own a job creation firm. (oh, anybody who needs a job, turn to them k?u can ask me.=>)

so matt asked them for me. (thanks matt!) i really dont know whether to be grateful to him or to hate him. haha. but im thankful for the job. haha.

here's what i do - everyday this lab receives urine, blood and SHIT samples. im working at this lab. im labeling all those samples. whether its cancerous or whether this patient is pregnant or etc... (sick rite?)

anyway, the patient's names will be written on the sample. and these samples are taken from the whole island. so..if i see YOUR name on it...HAHAHA. u might become pregnant, mister.

so i start work tmr. 1-8pm. lucky dunnid wake up early. =D im bad at that.

thanks matt. owe u one. =>


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9:47 PM

overload! Monday, January 08, 2007
wow. chruch programs are serious alot.

all through the year man...now my saturdays are completely gone. well its not a bad thing. i'll be having fun i think. and at least my helpin God. =>

all those things do not include my sch mind you. if u dont know, i want to get into Film Sound Video in NP. im rrli afraid i cant get in. i dont have anywhere else im interested or passionate to go. pray for me pls?

gosh. these days im so tired. many things to do. and im not working. i need and want a job. dont want to keep asking mum for money. work work work pls...even she's asking me to get a job...God pls help me.

oh no im worrying.


jars of clay - love song for a Savior.


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9:24 PM

-testing- Wednesday, January 03, 2007
well, gladys was mia. so mel was a dear and helped me. => nice nice?well she's gna do a comment box or a tagboard. so wait for it!=D

ciao!


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5:53 PM

The New Year. Monday, January 01, 2007
Ahh. the New Year started on a good note. It started with watchi=night svc at church. then that bring me to where i am now, sean's.

To all my readers, if there are any: i know i havnt changed my blogskin or even added anything cept posts. but with Gladys's help, im sure all that will change. so drop by once in awhile to see if Gladys has agreed to help me. =D

Yes. The watchnight's service's sermon was about Meditation and Journaling. Journaling as in copying down your thought. also, it can be said to be: Blogging!

So. my resolution is to blog sensible stuff. Yea. im sure that's easy. Well, we all have to start small.

I would like very much to find a job asap. im in dire need of cash. I want to stop asking mum for money. I hope my dad'll be non-existent in my life. i pray that i can be self-dependant with doses of family love (excluding the man i call dad) and val.

wouldn't that be nice?that'll be ideal. hmm, since i have time, let me tell u what i plan to do right after my dad leaves. which i pray is asap. :

1) clean up the house. throw stuff that hasnt been used for more than a year and has no sentimental value.

2)divide up the chores around the house. Eugene's in army so he'll just be in and outta the house. Joey'll do the dishes and sweep and mop the floor. Mum does the laundry and Me will help Joey to sweep and mop the floor.

if u are asking why not doing the dishes as well, i have this skin condition with soap. i shed my skin. yea. reptilian.

3) if we have capital, brighten up the house. its so freaking dark, its like a dungeon. imagine: its raining and you have tinted widows. so my ideal home is a Apple white home with Apple facilities. Wow, isnt that a sight to behold. "Ahh!Too....bright...!"

4)there isn't much else to do after all that so just continue with our chores.

yup. That's that. Nice?Ahh...I can feel it now. Cept a fat old man is standing in between me and that dream. Screw off dick.

Anw, to all fellow readers. I want to wish you all an extremely happy and fruitful new year of 2007. May your wishes and prayers come true and throw away bad habits. =>

Im grateful and elated at the thought of the future.


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2:43 AM