today... Thursday, January 13, 2005
today...i didnt do much..had mi 1st PE lesson. quite tiring..actualli V tiring...ya..den....fast forward 2 assembly...dey had a tsunami packin pple meeting n a psl meeting. wanted 2 eat in sch wif them but ended too late...so ate wif joel...tok 4 bout an hour..hahaz..nv tok 2 him so long b4...yea...

anw SEAN!!!!i got ur CDs...yea.........

so i came home 2day n sth juz came 2 my mind...

lemme say dis bunch of words hav NO SIGNIFICANCE TO ANYONE. i mean it. i juz thought of it. here goes. a short sth frm mi brain.

A
what
E D
are you trying to do to me.
A
I
E D
I try to make u smile.
A E
but all i get is a stupid frown
F# D
from you and your friends.
A E
So now i see,
F# D
you're just not for me.
B D
And now.....i see....


tts it...nice?u be the judge...i tink i'll tink its dumb afta awhile...but wad the heck...its fun for the moment...

OH!mi mum sae mi dad's cumin back tml. so dis might be mi last post in a VERY long time..so...tke care everyone in cyberland! hav fun while ure at it. => lalala~~ im gna be very bored n very pissed in the mean time mi dad's arnd...so yea...see ya guys!!!;>


screwed.
8:42 PM

Sum41 - Welcome To Hell Tuesday, January 11, 2005
Don't come to me with you're problems
I don't need them
You're conscience is a weight that I won't hold
You'd rather be
The only one who breaks us
Is it cause you've been a bored asshole
So you

Don't ask me questions
Cause I don't got the answers
If you only knew what time would tell
It's all a test
The lessons that you can learn
You'll know when you spend you're time in hell

So watch you're bloods running thin
You're times running out
No one will be listening
Not even when you shout
When you're angels turn to devils
You'll finally figure out
That no one will be with you in the end

A hypocrite
You're just a contradiction
Wrapped up in you're life who knows whats real
Well this is it
You're lowly life of fiction
Do you even know how to feel?

So watch you're bloods running thin
You're times running out
No one will be listening not even when you shout
When you're angels turn to devils
You'll finally figure out
That no one will be with you in the end

So watch you're bloods running thin
You're times running out
No one will be listening
Not even when you shout
When you're angels turn to devils
you'll finally figure out
That no one will be with you in the end

The end!
The end!
The end!
The end!

this is for my good for nothing dad.


screwed.
9:21 PM

I've been walking through your streets
Where all your moneys are earned
Where all your buildings crying
And clueless neckties working
Revolving fake-lawn houses
Housing all your fears
Desensitized by TV
Overbearing advertising
God of consumerism
And all your crooked pictures looking good
Mirrorism, filtering information for the public eye
Designed for profiteering
Your neighbor, what a guy.

BOOM!
BOOM!
BOOM!
BOOM!

Every time you drop the bomb, you kill the god your child has born-

BOOM!
BOOM!
BOOM!
BOOM!

Modern globalization
Coupled with condemnations
Unnecessary death
Matador corporations
Puppeting your frustrations with a blinded flag
Manufacturing consent is the name of the game
The bottom line is money
Nobody gives a FUCK
Four thousand hungry children leave us per hour from starvation
While billions are spent on bombs
Creating death showers

BOOM!
BOOM!
BOOM!
BOOM!

Every time you drop the bomb, you kill the god your child has born-

BOOM!
BOOM!
BOOM!
BOOM!

Boom-Boom-Boom-Boom-Boom-Boom-Boom!

Why must we kill our own kind?

BOOM!
BOOM!
BOOM!
BOOM!

Every time you drop the bomb, you kill the god your child has born.

BOOM!
BOOM!
BOOM!
BOOM!

Boom-Boom-Boom-Boom-Boom-Boom-Boom-Boom!

Every time you drop the bomb.
[BOOM!]

this is for the victims of the waves.


screwed.
9:17 PM

The sky has lost its color
The sun has turned to grey
At least thats how it feels to me
Whenever you're away

I crawl up in a corner
To watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time you’re coming back

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time till I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm calling your name
I can't take the distance

I still believe my feelings
but sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
but it ain't close enough
not nearly close enough

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time till I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm calling your name

I'd brave fire
And I'd brave rain
To be by your side
I'd do anything
I can't take the distance

I will go the distance
I will go the miles
That's how much you mean to me

Cuz I can't take the distance
I can't take these miles
I can't take the time till I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm calling your name
And I can't take the distance
The distance
(Hard to remember
though you're away
that I find solace in you)

this is for you.


screwed.
9:14 PM

rrli sucks. esp mi dad...now im expected 2 get home everydae afta sch...it RRLI sucks...esp when u hav sth IMPT 2 do everyday...

im lazy to repeat everything over n over again 2 each diff person...juz bottomline: i hate the person i call dad. reason: he thinks i duno how 2 think since i retained. hey!if u duno wad i think, dun tink u knoe me u freakin bitch!if onli i could freakin shout 2 ur face den u'd see wad a useless son a useless dad has brought up!!!u act like a caring father but inside ure juz a insane ass hu thinks onli ure right! think straight!!if onli u could den ur whole famili wldnt hate u u pisshead bitch!

so im not a good son...so kill me. he deserves it.

so.....im restricted frm time outside n civilisation...all mmi dad's doing...i dun hav a fone n i cant use the com when he's home. now he juz left 4 thailand 4 God knows wad reasons so im here. how nice life is right???idiot.

distance will not set us aside.
trust me.


screwed.
8:57 PM

hate mi dad. Saturday, January 08, 2005
but dis is not the time 2 diss mi dad, its a time 2 party!!!im @ ed's place drinkin wif vern foo sean n ed...sean's drunk..hahahahahhahaha...he lying below mi tokin shit..hahahaz...sean!!when u read dis, do u rmb wad u bloody did?!?!?!?!hahahaha!!he juz hit his head on a metal piece...HAHHAHAHAHA!!!!

2dae i went to sch 4 2 lessons, n sec1 recruitment...no1 joined ava!!sadly..i tink so la...

hmm if i can rmb tt, den im not rrli drunk but im abit tipsy..hahaz...duno if can go out tml anot..=x dis will b all 4 now..=> gd day n hav fun!!!!


screwed.
2:46 AM