Blessid Union Of Souls
She Likes Me for Me.

She don't care about my car
She don't care about my money
And that's real good cause I don't got alot to spend
But if I did it wouldn't mean nothin'
She likes me for meNot because
I look like Tyson Beckford
With the charm of Robert Redford
Oozing out my ears
But what she sees
Are my faults and indecisions
My insecure conditions
And the tears upon the pillow that I shed

She don't care about my big screen
Or my collection of DVD's
Things like that just never mattered much to her
Plus she don't watch too much TV

And she don't care that I can fly her
To places she ain't never been
But if she really wants to go I think deep down she knows that
All she has to say is when

She likes me for me
Not because I hang with Leonardo
Or that guy who played in 'Fargo'
I think his name is Steve
She's the one for me
And I just can't live without her
My arms belong around her
And I'm so glad I found her once again
And I'm so glad I found her once again
And I'm so glad I found her once again
Gazing at the ceiling as we entertain our feelings in the dark
The things that we're afraid of are gonna show us what we're made of in the end

She likes me for me
Not because I sing like Pavorotti
Or because I'm such a hottie
I like her for her
Not because she's phat like Cindy Crawford
She has got so much to offer
Why does she waste all her time with me
There must be something there that I don't see

She likes me for me
Not because I'm tough like Dirty Harry
Make her laugh just like Jim Carrey
I'm like the Cable Guy
But what she sees
Is that I can't live without her
My arms belong around her
And I'm so glad I found her once again
Found her once again
I'm so glad I found her once again
Once again




screwed.
2:24 PM

yea...lets start with before christmas...

hmmm lemme see...i cant rmb..HHAAZ...too far awae...okae...lets fast forward 2 christmas eve coz it much easier...

i went town!!!got a haircut!!neat n....nice?i tink..hahaz...mi doc says it nice..hahahaz...den walk arnd n send THEM home n went mi cuz's place for dinner...so nice...under the "stars" if there were any but it was Veri cooling..windy..wow nice...we watched "love actualli" till 12 exactli..so fun..den we wished every1 marry christmas n opened presents!!!i gta sweater n a belt!!love the belt!!timberland reversable...nice stuff!!=D mi sch belt nxt yr..lucky mi coz 1 side is red, the other black..let the black see the black..hahahhahahahaz.!!!

christmas DAY...boring 1 n ex 2 blog...stayed home all day...msgin all day...watched tv all day..didnt do anitin!!!!!!den dinner mi dad came home n ask whether i wanted dinner...i gta eat so we went ou to eat...wad a wae 2 spend christmas n esp dinner..with DAD...the worst DAD in the world...useless DAD...literalli...n i of all pple in the world HAVE the right to call him that!!!okae...i shant get pissed coz the new year's coming..........

boxing day..."famili dinner"...rights...went to a carpark n DAD was reversing n crashed into a pillar...'YES'!!!how nice...now d car has a nice ass...shaped ass...nice right?hahahaz...yea...so we ended up @ marina n a screwed dinner..i left the table to tok on the fone..more fun den sitting dere scowling...but it was so cold i was shivering under the night sky without stars...

hmmm guess it'll be the new year the next time i blog again so...HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!!!have a great year n enjoy urselves!!!get high n let go on new years eve n sleep new years day awae!!!hahaz...den u'll be relaxed when sch opens...hahahhaz!!!!nice logic?=> thanks i knoe it makes sense..i tink..haha.

so im off n i'll bre back...not so soon but i will be back...=D




screwed.
1:55 PM

ian wans me to hlp him blog abt ystd. here goes.

he went for dinner at marina. steamboat.. first his dad's car crashed into the pillar. pooor boot. den dinner sucked.

and he's still sick!

dis is a lil late but uhhhhs.
merry xmas! (:


screwed.
4:11 PM

hello again..im @ mi cuz's palce tts y i can blog...

hmmm lermme see has happened...oh! mi nose bled when i woke up...on mondae...yea..den yest hammy n lenny camey to my placey...okae tts lame..

yea so dey slack n hamz played wif sum ting mi bro picked fthe left landing...gross..hahaz...
dey left n i took a slp..i woke up wif a fever...darnits...+ body aches n sore throat n cough...too much 4 mi..hahaz...

2dae mi cuz called n sae she wanted 2 borrow a guy's shirt...lent her 1 n she called mi ova 2 help dress her up as a newspaper boi..but i tink its butch-like..hahhaaz!!

she left aready so im here!!!im bored.............argh...not gna blog 4 afew more days..mayb nxt time i blog will b nxt yr...shit.

so....advance MERRY CHRISTMAS N A HAPI NEW YR PPLE!!!!!!!!!!

BOOOOOOOM!!!!!!!!*skid crash burns~~~


screwed.
2:37 PM

yes, dis is not ian. AGAIN.
sorry to disappoint.
:x

he is sick!
pray for him!
=D




screwed.
9:20 PM

rights. dis is not ian. ((: im jus hlping him to blog. ahhas.

he jus stayed at hme for the whole day.
and is goin to do that for the many days to cum. =x

okiiies. im supposed to say wadeva i wan SO..

MELISSA JIANG U SUCKKK. ((((:

to ian: she called you a paininthebutt! =p

oh yes kim.
go away. =x



screwed.
11:22 PM

i screwed mi Ns n mi dad helped @ the hapiness part...

he totalli grounded mi 4 d rest of the freakin year...bitch...

life's a bitch...bitch bitch bitch...

so xmas is screwed. new yr's screwed.

fuck life. for now.

at least i still have you.


screwed.
5:01 PM

my life is @ at a all time high...high with problems...

lemme count
1 her
2 results
3 another her
4 famili
5 finances
6 results
7 talkin 2 her
8 tryin 2 hav a good talk with her
probably more but mayb cant rmb now...wun name names..do not want more probs do i?of cuz i dun...i got it bad as it is aready.

went to rach's place n caught finding nemo..so cute n touching..."dude~~!!!!"

den went library with val...worried bout things we didnt want to.

but i ate alot 2dae!!!!ate porride @ rach's, ate 2 pies when with val, mash potato frm 7/11 den went town find mi mum n ate dinner...FULL!!!

sorryness man........i don't even know what to say animore.

we'll stick together through this.
agree?


screwed.
10:32 PM

was spose 2 go to rach's place earlier to watch incredibles...she pull mi 2 town in the end...5 days in a row!!!!dis is madness....

met alicia coz she was lonely...tts the reason rach was goin to town..shw was oso gna meet yc @ suntec...so we went walk arnd heeren 1st... visited pple...wanted 2 visit ken, but he was off...sad was dissapointed as usual...hahaha!!!

den headed 2 suntec...met up wif yc n sherman..yc had a xmas prez 4 rach..wow~~
walked arnd den went to rach's place n finalli caught incredibles...nice!!dash n jack jack so cute..hahahahz...i like dash's giggle...so cool..hahahaz...had dinner dere too!!bought a whole chicken n i had half of it..the other, to her dad..hahaz...

went home afta tt n toked 2 val...darn..word travels fast man...

wad a short post fer a long day.......

hey tracy, sori you had to find out tt way. rrli sori. i juz didnt knoe how 2 tell u...

sori things turned out like this.




screwed.
11:54 PM

met sean n lb i we were all late...how nice...

"where to goo where to go where to go?!?!?!?!" 4 like..10mins?den wanted 2 go visit jas @ far east but side track 2 taka n stayed dere...hahaz..ate yoshi...bumped into rachel yyyyyyeeeeeeeeo!!!!!try pronouncing the surname wif a whine...hahahah!!!

oso met sandy dere...2dae is her bdae!!!HAPI BDAE SANDY!!!!onli knew when she msged mi...

went to stadium. hahaha!!!liang bao saw the baseball bat.
*picks it up.
"what u do to my daughter?!?!what u do to my daughter?!?!?!"
n starts fake whackin mi..hahaz..the sales person starts luffing..hahahaz...

plae arnd n look 4 gay short shorts 4 lb..haha!!!weird gay...
went to heeren..dan n sylvia was off..tot carrie was off too but she went to the toilet!!hahaz..so she begged sean to sign sum stupid membership...i went dere 4 times but she onli asked mi once~~hahahaz...oh!!yest went dere with val den carrie was like "OH!!!ian!!!hey!!ur gf ar?!hahaz..hello!!!u knoe hu am i?!ian!she frm our sch 1 ar?!oh!!u knoe hu am i???im carrie!!u see mi b4?!"hahahahahahz...she soooo perky...such fun company..=>

back to today...went to centrepoint afta heeren...walk all arnd n luffed @ funi tihngs..hahaz...lb almost spit on a guy workin at the 1st storey..hahahahahhahahhaz...!!!!did alot of funi sheesh...relived hamzah's day of enlightenment...;D hahahaz...there was dis shop tt had a real china battle helmet...liang bao was like.."so mani pple die in this b4...yeee ghosts..."hahahaz...

we were in levis n he screamed bout sth i cant rmb...hahahaz...

went to see val afta tt coz sean n lb got sth on n val was rrli free...she was so sad tt the weather was nice n she didnt hav aniwhere 2 go..so..keep her company!!!=>

came home sposedly 4 dinner but had 2 go 2 sin ming tke mi coins went den mi mum pick up her fren...WAOHS!!!!!she had ALOT 2 complain bout her bloody hasband...i was tinkin "if u bloody dun like him, divorce him bloody sheesh!!!" same goes 4 mi mum...but i knoe mi mum...i knoe miself n mi bros too...we need the living atm..ahhahahahahaz...
tts bout it.=>

i'll hold you when your feet are sore.


screwed.
11:38 PM

wooo!!!such a fun day...hahahaz...was with val @...1.08!!oops.hahaz..

spose 2 go to the museum but...CLDNT FIND IT!!!oops...i tink i walked the wrong way...sori!!!walk for about an hr...=X 4given?yea den took a bus the wrong way but i think by then, the wanting to go to the museum is gone...so she suggested the airport...OKAE!!

went to dhoby n made our way to the airport...we took a seat for chicky pie n dere was dis"malek"(another mat boi, kiddy.) he was staring out @ the planes n said "welcome to singapore!!!" n he started saying the WHOLE pledge!!!hahahahaz...

walk walk walk walk all arnd airport...T2 renovating!!!no fun sia...hahaz..nvm had fun all arnd..den she had 2 go home..bla bla bla...hahaz...

i hope some day you have it all,
with mi as one.


screwed.
10:14 PM

i slept @ 3AM.
woke up @ 8AM...mad sh_t ryt?;>

went to church with the help of val...church was rrli damn...restless for mi..=x so relieved when we could stand up again...haha!!

church ended with relieve from me...

had lunch @ long john wif kok wei, louis n minyi n yiye...so loud sia...there was this queue for i duno wad gayboi...probably 5566...woohoo!!!4 gaybois in toit shirts!!!with musCles!!!woooo~~hahahaz...

den went to town coz luois gta repair his hp..borrowed $$ frm kok wei coz i wanted 2 buy the tix for electriko..haha.z.oh..b4 tt met hong zhang n geraldine...hahaz...went to world of sports n kok wei was like... "eh!!poRny!!!"hahahahahahahahhahaha!!!!!!

went to visit all @ heeren n went to far east for jasmine...bought sumtin for val frm her..=D
damn tired 2dae...hong zhang was damn funi..den went taka n jalan...hahaz...

shall turn in soon...

we can last a lifetime together
and not know it ourselves. ;>


screwed.
11:24 PM

lenny called mi @ lyk 2 when im still aslp 2 go get rix 4 electriko n local bands concert...its nxt sat!!
okae..so he had 2 go...lucky i met germaine n jolyn or i'll die alone..hahaz...

the whole day was jolyn germaine(lookin for job) den met kim yc yw n her bf...den yc went 4 haircut n waited 2 kenji rach n sylvia n carrie 2 end work...duno where 2 go oso so go home...

dis is v breif but...not much 2 say oso la..i gtg..buh bye..hahaz..!


screwed.
1:05 AM

right...so im back from the bbq...it was good at first but its damn boring..for me la..the rest were mi bro's frens n dey were church frens so...im not gna say tt dey are LAME...oops, juz did...HAHAHA!!!

fine so im lame too...but if u saw dem, u'd faint. not my fault tt im anti-social...n juz dun like too holy pple.(sori Lord.)

sat by myself afta i did the fire...it was cooling by the beach n the stars were nice before being cover by clouds...suddenly it started 2 rain...n i was wearin mi signature series shoes..damnit...
got sum stuff into shelter n we shared it wif mats..stupid mats..ham's brudders..hahaz...mel's in-laws..hahaz...packed alot den we went home...so tired...oh!mi bro gta bird 4 his bdae!hahaz...so cute...i tried to make it bite mi but it juz nibbled..not fair..hahaz...

if my christmas wish is i want you
then both our wishes have come true.


screwed.
1:48 AM

mi grandma's pissed wif mi bro...elder bro..he invited 50 pple 4 his stupid bbq...

now mi parents pissed wif him too...actuallimi dad's 2 blame...he let i bro hav the bbq in the 1st place..its tonight btw...

i dun wna go but i gta...dun 4 wad shit reason...see mi bro small la...so dere sit sit eat eat go home...bet i gta help out coz im fAmIlI....stupid...

i need cash man...i need cash man...i need cash man...ani1 got too much of it n wna throw mi some??see how desperate i am?shit. it RRLI sux to be broke.

u like it?
it'll get better.


screwed.
5:00 PM

went to watch national treasure with val, mel, ziya, geraldine, lenny n ham/mat!

the show was damn cool...the treasure was even cooler...hahaz...0.5% of it can buy a mansion wif a farrari...SHIT man...ahaha!!

afta the show went long john...mel n hams left 1st coz she gta get home by 6.30 n d show ended @ 6!!hahaz...yea den i sent val back n went home...actualli not much hoh...hahaz...=x juz wanted 2 blog bout national treasure...hahaz...=D

ciao!!!


screwed.
11:47 PM

woke up early in the morn...10. i knoe it isnt early but..it is 4 sum1 hu slept @ 4!!or 3+ rather...

spose 2 get val frm camp but...she ended early..so met her @ ps...ate...mac!!she had fries coz she had late breakfast n i had mi lunch...=D time on time 4 lunch..hahaz...

den we went walk walk @ ps...went to jigsaw world!!!she sae winnie the pooh puzzles....

valerien : "winnie is soooooo......."
ian : "photogenic?"
*val bursts out laughing...

hahaz...went all arnd...n stopped outside yamaha...saw hafiz...he was wif sum ger..duno hu oso...nvm...den kenji turned up too!2dae his off dae...he came behind mi n put his arm arnd mi waist...haha!!n he was wif charlene!!hahaz...1st tym i saw charlene...hmmm ok la..hahaz...

stone dere 4 awhile...den decided she wanted 2 put her heavy bag @ home so we went...den we hung arnd her neighbourhood 4 awhile den i went off...

went to mi cuz's place 4 dinner but she wasnt dere...she's in myanmar...so grandma cooked dinner!!ate n came home...i fell aslp b4 i came onlyn...so tired...woke up so early..damn...
gna slp early..............

now i have you in my embrace,
i wanna take you on the forever race.


screwed.
10:33 PM

amazingly i got up @ 8 onli wif the help of mi hp...nice one. den waited 4 rach 2 call den we set off 2gether. met mel n roy on the train...tok tok tok play play play...reach harbourfrnt @..10.40??not v late but late...nvm laaaaa...

went to sentosa..it was raining!!!i expected the clouds to clear and the cloud so appear but..no such luck...y?!but its a FUN experience!!rrli! it was SO COLD, 2dae n yest...damn cold man!!
no air con needed!!!woo!hahaz...was freezing our asses off in the wind...the others still didnt wna plae ball to keep themselves warm!!dumbass leh...haha!!

den went canoe..haha~!!sherman's kept sinkin...i tried 2 get in too but to no availl...damn!!hahahaz...flooded like shit man...

den it stop raining!!but we had to go...bla bla bla bathe n everything...went to ps 4 bk...went home!!

hoping to find a job leh~~~~~~on such short notice???pray la hoh...=D

what i'd give to be the one
to have my name linger on your tongue.



screwed.
11:23 PM

ed called @ 3 when i was still slpin...

ed : "u wna go fishing?"
ian : "fishing?!"
ed : "yea..."
ian : "okae la..wad time?with who?"
ed : "with wank n sean..arnd 5.30..call u again."
ian : "okae bye.."

slack arnd @ home till about 8+ but he din call so..yea wadeva...den wank msged mi ask mi whether i was in town...no i wasnt n he said ed didnt contact him 4 a V long time aready...soooo yea...hahahhaaz...irresponsible ed...i dun blame u!

so watched speed 2 : cruise control...quite a dumb show..cliche-ed like shit...mum came back wif dinner...quite a dumb dae too...oh, i slept @ 7 the night b4...laid in bed since...5!damn...insomnia...no, cant be..i juz got too much stored energy coz i din do anitin the whole dae...damn...HAFTA get out soon... i even jumped around mi rom to try to make mi slp 2night...hahahaha!!!!

rach ask mi go sentosa but....I GOT NO $$$$$$$!!!!!!save mi man~~

you ain't here right now
but i feel you're beside me now.
thinking of you outta the blues
only proves that i miss you.


screwed.
10:34 PM

"Maybe that was why they called it train of thought?Carriage after carriage of often disconnected things going on down the line, destination unknown. Feeling slightly schizo, having these deep conversations with himself in his head."

from a book, "how it works" - Graham Marks.

cool..."everyone gets the angel they deserve." is the sub-title...dis is a summary but its ova duno how mani words...

Seb life is Realli screwed...his sch sux, mum right ova his head n gf juz sent him a msg "goodbye and dun call." so..yea..sad dude..loser..kinda...@ least he still got his fone..hahaz...oh he's a student in college...den 1 dae he was sittin down on a bench with dis rich bitch..she got up n dropped her purse so Seb took it n dint return it...he took it to the whore's den dis guy tried to mug him but the $$ was spent so he juz got beaten like shit...it was night den he got beaten to shit again...dis time near death, sum guy came n pushed the guy beatin him n brought Seb to the hosp. soo now Seb is lookin 4 dis guy hu saved him to thank him..now all he knows about him is tt he gta tattoo of greek symbols 1 on each arm...its cool coz 1 means alpha, the other omega!
so its like...God or..Jesus?=x duno.

tts it..izzit ova lyk the usual 150??hahaz...who cares..the black aint gna read dis...screw her 4 the freakin socks...even if its not her fault, im still blaming her aniwae...haha!!!

stayed home the whole dae...msg n watched tv n bathe n...plae guitar n.....read!tts bout it...

im the lobster now..damn~~


screwed.
10:37 PM

Fri.

met up wif mi pri sch frens ken sam ali wendy n jas for sentosa on fri...were spose 2 meet @ 11 n jas arrived @ 12.15...wads more she organized it!!!hahaz...yea so..went to eat while waitin 4 late jas...when she arrived we left 4 sentosa n we toked alot of shit on the wae..hahaz...

went to palawan n dere was mani pple!!!found a spot n went to the water...sadly ali had sumtin tt didnt allow her into the waters...so left her 4 awhile den we went to plae volleyball wif her..we played soccer volleyball...

@ sum point it was gettin bored tt we decided to go to siloso...sam didnt wna go so he was labelled "wet blanket." we dragged him there aniwae...

got the tag n played with the canoes n kayak...sam "surfed" the kayak which obviously didnt wna move...hahaz...the waves were so big!@ most 1 metre hi!!serious! n it was so fun to go against it...its not as fun as mayb the rapids but...its good enuff in spore...hahaz...

we went up to plae summore volleyball n sam decided to play soccer on his own which was a wrong move coz frm wet blanket, he became labelled autistic...hahahahaz...!!!the rest of the trip he was pin pointed 4 his autistic-ness..haha!!we were suppose 2 meet nat n laura @ town @ 3+-4 but by the time we called dem it was 6+!!i shant get jas into trouble again..ahhaz...

ali called dem n dey hav been waitin 4 sooo long aready nat had 2 leave soon...by the time we bathe(we washed our hair in public) n stuff, we reached town @ 8..so sad right..dey waited 4 5 hours leh..so met nat n he had 2 leave...laura pulled us to far east which was far considering we juz came frm sentosa...ate @ bk n laura left 4 king albert park 2 meet her fren so sam mi ken n ali went to youth park 4 The electriko concert!!!!

it was cool..met rach dere wif alicia n gil...electriko is truly singaporean n good misuc..woo~~
onli 1 small prob..dey r damn lame...lemme preview it 4 u...

Why did the 1-handed-man cross the road???
Ans : he wanted to get to the 2nd hand shop.*crikets.

ali left soon afta..afta the gig, sam n ken went to pool, alicia n gil went off, mi n rach walked arnd...walked abit n went home coz im so tired...oh, rach tot i was dating lenny's sis - mel...hahaha!!!ham's gna freak if he sees this...hahahhaaz...
lets fast forward 2 saturdae.

Sat.

had to wake up @ 6AM coz headin to expo for nike private sale...i slpet @ 3!!!!damnit so damn early...the ting "starts" @ 8.30...wan ting n ed were there aready but it didnt start till 9+...had to wait jf..fast forward--->

by the time we wanted 2 leave @ 10+, i got a shirt 4 mum, cuz n 2 bros(mum's orders) n ONE shirt 4 miself..damn...vern arjun foo jf wanting n edin n rach were present...went to eat @ ps n dey all went home...i went to walk wif rach...went frm ps to heeren to see kenji on his 1st dae of work..haha!!!he looks so scared sia...okae dun dist him...

den head 2 FAR east coz rach wantED to get a job but SADLY it is TAKEN UP!shant comment ani more on tt...den headed to heeren AGAIN 4 sum stupid reason...then we definately headed home coz i was freakin tired...but ended up @ rach's place...snowy shit on the floor..haha!saw abit of mtv n had to leave to rush go fetch sum1...turned out i was late...damit...

gettin pics on sentosa..hahaz...

M&Ms ani1?*winks.

this is a freakin long post so thanks 4 reading.=D


screwed.
8:29 PM

blogger screwed up yest...wanted 2 blog bout singapore idol n make a fool outta it..but damn~~
i 4got wad i had 2 sae...shit...onli 1 ting - qi hui appeared on tv 4 lyk...1sec?hahahahaz....

yest i woke up @ 5 pm damnit...didnt rrli do antin cept go 4 dinner n watch spore idol...syl rrli sucked on d 1st song...(had to say tt.) the mat was gooooood...=D

2dae went to rach's n gav her her book n her bro's shirt..her bro was huntin 4 microsoft office for his fren...ahhahaz... 'hong kan!he left his house aready!!" nvm if u dun understand...

den went to bk 2 eat dinner den went back 2 rach's place slackd en go home...went to sin ming get sum stuff coz tml goin sentosa!!=D gna tan abit...hope it'll b nice n dun peeeeel....=D

2dae was a goood day...=> mum was nice to mi. dad was nice to mi. bro was nice 2 mi. every1 was so nice!=D nice day. isnt it?=>


screwed.
11:16 PM

IAN.
laugh till you drop your pants.

it'll be good to try. ;)


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