Have you laughed today?It'll be good to try. Try subcrapper.livejournal.com also.

2008-09-29T01:01:00.000+08:00

the funny as hell OH RRLY?! owl!!! hahahaa.

i love it!

2008-09-26T02:26:00.000+08:00

thankew yew very much tracy!!! look non-taggers! she redid my blogskin again! nice right? i like it. oh, nontaggers, tag and tell me what you think of the picture on top!

=) thanks tracy!

2008-07-16T01:11:00.000+08:00

WOAH. Avatar ended really really well. I'm still amazed that someone could write a storyline that's so amazing. What a great concept as well! From beginning to end, it's great.

This is one of the great and touching episodes. I'm sure everybody who watched it agrees.

Soldier Boy

Leaves from the vine

Falling so slow

Like fragile tiny shells

Drifting in foam

Little soldier boy come marching home

Brave soldier boy comes marching home

Seasons changing

As life goes on

Boy turns to man

Always his son

Little soldier boy come marching home

Brave soldier boy comes marching home

Fiery embers

Starting to glow

Drumming of war

Boy wants to go

Little soldier boy come marching home

Brave soldier boy comes marching home

The battles start

Who’ll win none know

Man waits patiently

He waits for one

Little soldier boy come marching home

Brave soldier boy comes marching home

Ever slowly

The months go by

No word from boy

He wonders why

Little soldier boy will you come home

Brave soldier boy won’t come home

One winter day

A letter comes

Tears start to flow

Boy won’t come home

Little soldier boy never came home

Brave soldier boy fly away home

End

from Tales of Ba Sing Seh

Its saddening that it's over. Great story, great graphics (if you watch it on tv). Cept that they are abit too young, the character. hahaha.

2008-07-15T19:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterday my classmates and I were at the library. I was listening to music-in-the-wall while yu min slept and ivan was walking around. This girl came up to me and asked me if I knew where she could find a celine dion CD. Being a typical Stinkaporean, i declined immediately. Mainly cos i don't listen to celine dion. hahaa. After which, i went back to the music-in-the-wall, which was buble with a ´. or is it a `? no matter.

Something grew in me. It didn't feel good. After afew minutes, i realised it was guilt. So i slowly got up and wnt to look for it. I realised she wasn't there anymore. No matter. Flipping though CDs, pop, jazz, country, bla bla bla. Crazily, I found it under ROCK. Yay librarians.

By then, guilt became a "wah lao!". I bet you're thinking,"I bet that girl's a hot one." But no, she wasn't paticularly hot or anything! She was normal. Its cos i declined so i abruptly that made me guilty. Grrr.

Not having anything to do, I went around the library, hoping to bump into her. Sadly, that didn't happen. haha. Celine Dion is still unborrowed.

On a brighter note, =D

subcrapper.livejournal.com =>

2008-06-24T01:14:00.001+08:00

wah lao angry la. people got read but nv tag la. poll poll for what sia. angry angry angry. grrr.

for that, i shall have TWO brogs!!!make you all run here and there to see if i post anyfing. muahahaha. thats for not tagging. you brought it upon your sorry selves!

http://subcrapper.livejournal.com/ as if you can't see. hahaha.

it's val's birthday week, and her birthday on friday. Let's all give her a big shout of HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!=) on friday.

Should I move?

2008-06-21T03:00:00.002+08:00

hey, i wna do a poll again. should i move to Livejournal?(girls, stop calling it LJ. it's suggestive.)

i'm quite down now. shit happens.

(blurb)

yes, i'm back from melaka church camp. it rocks. it was a very refreshing 3-4days. and the speaker really opened my eyes to certain things. for example, not to have so many excess baggages to weight you down. in practical terms, that means too many commitments, too many CCAs, too many appointments, too many things.

that's a learning point for me. i liked that. free and easy times were great too. so was the company. so free, so relaxed. things changed when i crossed the customs.

the pressures of life, school all flooded back to my shoulders. i could feel myself slouching from the imaginary weight. but im gna pray more, trust Him more. things have been difficult these few weeks. plus with school starting... its better not to grow up. but its reality. Live with it, kid.

anw, back to the top. should i move to Livejournal?tag me!

Apologies...

2008-06-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

sorry val...=(

this would have been yours if we had more money. =(

The Boyfriend.

Apple iPhone 3G!

2008-06-11T16:42:00.001+08:00

wooohooo!!!!!!!!the apple iphone 3G is unveiled!!!!!!!!and i hope its coming this year. iphones are getting cheaper and cheaper! come on people!its time to go in the mac direction!havnt you already realised that windows suck! haha. well, it does.

anw, i know i havnt blogged in awhile. i've been too lazy, if u've read my tagboard which i thank tracy for again. haha. and to those people who still constantly check back here updates but to their disappointment, thanks. ;)

well, sch sucks. as usual. but this sem it sucks even more. like freak hell, its realllyyy baadd. urghh.

church camp's next week, sunday. i really hope its a time to relax. =)

i'm so broke. plus, seagull is broken and its a 150 to fix it. i know its a small amt in the camera area but its a big amount for me. another urghh.

yes yes complain away oh insignificant ian. life hasn't been the least bit interesting cept for some random turtle-hunt stories from val and.....well, nothing. the rest has all been sch. ARGHH im so frustrated with school. bla. Whatever.

ok then. let's hope im not too lazy to update this nicely set-up webpage by tracy. =)

and oh, i'm still waiting for the next avatar episode. its taking forever. hahaha.

spagetti rocks.

2008-04-07T23:18:00.000+08:00

the avatar is so nice to watch. dn't know whats to attractive about it. its just...extremely nice to watch. haha.

school's starting. well, at least i've spent enough time slacking at home. i'm contented enough to go back to sch to start being a dog for singapore again. at least my last week of holidays are gna be well spent. expect or today tho. did almost nothing!with the expection of swimming at school. haha.

;)

finals!

2008-04-04T02:05:00.000+08:00

school is starting soon. bitter-sweet feeling i'm having. should school start?studying again. arghh. then again, new class and afew of the same people might make it all more fun. haha. we'll see...

go search on youtube, The Cinnamon Challenge. i wna try it. hahaha. i dont think that powder is so much power. hahaha.

ciaoss.

don't leh...=))

2008-03-24T00:46:00.001+08:00

for tracy. haha.

hi val!!!=)

i got baptised today. =) it was a nice day. God is evident in my life. Can you see it??haha.

sunday, 23 march 08. easter Sunday. =)

so if you wanna burn yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
and if you wanna cut yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
and if you wanna kill yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
call me up before your dead, we can make some plans instead
send me an IM, i'll be your friend

dont be angry please.

2008-03-14T00:32:00.000+08:00

i cutted agyness deyn's hair. ;) not exact tho, my hair doesnt grow like hers. but it looks girl. haha.

2008-03-10T05:11:00.000+08:00

these are random...

(1)

(2)

(3)

and this 4 are Agyness Deyn. hair yes?

(4)

(5)

(6)

(7)

these are the few nice hairstyles ive searched over these weeks. help me ya?=)

2008-03-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

i've been thinking of a new hairstyle for weeks already, maybe months.

so i think im gna do a 'choose-my-hair' segment. haha.

but im tired now, so watch this space. i'll do it tmr. =) nights all.

2008-02-20T23:23:00.000+08:00

hello world. again. my holidays are here. yay. i like. i've slacked for officially two days, without a care in the world, sleeping, reading the bible, sleeping, eating, air drumming, losing track of time. its 11.34pm. it feels like 8pm. wow.

holidays are here. yay. yay. yay. =DDD i'm not planning to work, unless its thrown in my face. haha. i'm just gna spend money slack spend money celebrate valentine's with my valentine have fun and have fun. =DDD

=DDDD

2008-02-02T23:53:00.000+08:00

maybe its for the best. this way, i think about you everyday. about why my phone isn't ringing. about what i can do for you, with you.

march.

2008-02-02T00:41:00.000+08:00

Gerbera L., is a genus of ornamental plants from the sunflower family (Asteraceae). It was named in honor of the German naturalist Traugott Gerber, a friend of Carolus Linnaeus.

It has approximately 30 species in the wild, extending to South America, Africa,Madagascar, and tropical Asia. The first scientific description of a Gerbera was made by J.D. Hooker in Curtis's Botanical Magazine in 1889 when he described Gerbera jamesonii, aSouth African species also known as Transvaal daisy or Barberton Daisy

to my one and only.

2008-01-23T22:48:00.000+08:00

Chinese new year? around the corner? huh? what?

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2008-01-21T00:14:00.000+08:00

NEW PHONE!!!=D

I AM HAPPY. =D

2007-12-29T04:02:00.000+08:00

sorreh people, i came back long ago, just very lazy to blog. haha. i have lots and lots of pictures but its much easier to upload them on facebook cos of a facebook-iphoto function which is great. ;)

i bet most of u have a facebook account, so go there and see if u must. those of u who don't have, its about time.

well, the trip was great, esp w val around. we had a good time, see from the pics. haha. went many places, bought many things. hmm. yes. haha. what else to say?a pictures speaks a thousand words. i must've spoken more than a billion. ;)

nighto the world.

2007-12-14T00:01:00.000+08:00

when i'm gone.

hey young folks,

i'm gna be at bangkok for the next.....nvm. sunday to thurs. haha. and guess what? val's coming too! surprisingly, my mum asked her along. haha. quite a huge thing for me and i know i dont show it much. =)

hmm. yea. just wanted to tell www that im going away. =D wiil post pictures when i get bacck. ;)

see you in thailand!

2007-12-08T02:35:00.000+08:00

remember the kayan post, i said i'll post a unglam pic of her? well, i couldnt find it but i found some others and decided to com out with a tribute to 5grace '06 ;)

a steamboat a marina beginning '07 i think.

the unglam shot. dont worry, i'll put more below, nicer ones that is.

oh, i dont know whose shit ass cam it was that took this last year i think. =D

One of my favourites from that day. Plus, the bus was reaching. hahaha.

no prizes for guessing what they were doing. haha.

the "jonah-organised" bbq. ;)

one for the start of another bbq.

the checkered bros.

the nice flame (sideways) that me and teddy bear "huff-and-puffed" up. =D

Thanks 5gR '06 for sharing the good times. ;)

St George (its an estate in Singapore.)=O

the emo guys HAHA.
sorreh, the girls not so onzz. =p

the "little" boy we gathered forr.

"where art thou zane~"

this is the only pic of the girls i have!!!i think the rest is w amaris. haha.
oh yes, just for info's sake.
from left: gowri, amaris, laura (quiet!), and KAYAN. haha.

=O

ROAR!!!

-thus concluding george's farewell-

the '88s of 5gR

brian koh. woo, grumpy dwarf. doesnt he have that look.

CHHHHHEEEEEERRRSSSS!!!!!!!!!
(machiam wedding sial)

DOH! abit random but joel was and is a nice guy. so he deserves the credit. hahaha.
nice try bud. ;) i mean it.

don't tell me you weren't expecting this. haha.

~endd off graddnightt portion~

i bet this trip is hidden deeeeep in your memories. =D keep scrolling friends.

heh heh heh.

ahhh, ol' hasna. what a lady.

jonah, rmb your stint for lena chng?hahaha.

the good ol' group picture. &^*&$%# cameraman. hahaha.

from melaka, to

nothing actually. =x

i know i know. not periodically correct right?sorreh la. i just bomb anything i found first what.

haha.cant seem to find anything more. i bet eugene and amaris and gowri, who more often than nor, have cameras at these events.

oh well. lets meat up, 5gR '06. ;) hope u enjoyed it.
love.

2007-12-01T03:54:00.000+08:00

well today was.... great weather day! really great weather. lovely cooling weather that God so richly blessed us with.

anyway, after caroling practice today, while killing time, i saw kayan at the interchange. what's she's in now is like, WOW and GG FOR HER!!!

she's designing a game for a global competition which might win her a ticket to france for the finals, afterwhich, 20,000buckaroos. Not forgetting, this stupid freaking competition might last her thruout the year, till next OCT! AND!! NO HOLIDAYS!!!=O

wow right? the thing that's REALLY wow is. kayan is the head of the group!!!=O like. yes, kayan. those of you who know her, you wouldn't think she would ever be head of anything in Sec sch right? haha. im really impressed by how far she's come.

btw, i think she looks like dine. haha.

ok. this post is suppose to encourage others. haha.

;)

don't angry lehh...

2007-11-28T23:17:00.000+08:00

superbad.

i just watched the show. the ending was what i expected dude. it was such a sad ending. oh my gosh. i'm more caught up in the ending then the actual bit of the show, which is the partying, booze, almost getting laid. like wtc.

like, evan and seth are best friends. they had to seperate each other to go to college without a properly goodbye/hug just for girls. LIKE WTC.

imagine i had to leave like....sean, foo, vern, lemony fresh, etc. i miss them already. =O ok, they dont read anyway. haha.

yea. i don't wna leave my friends for studies.

well well well.

2007-11-24T01:52:00.000+08:00

hey people.

common tests are coming in dec. early dec. wah laos.

i'm tanner now, according to many people. thats a good thing for me. =) my motive for taking swimming is accomplished!

electronics - a stupid module that nobody in my lecture understands nor bother to listen anymore. i see more people doing maths hw than listening. quite a sight to behold.

i wna take some pictures but seagull is with seann. i'll borrow lynette's poloroid first then. -D

make school interesting!!!

goodnight!!!

2007-11-08T11:53:00.000+08:00

TRACY ROCK.

thanks alot dear friend. ;) well, the 1st change was..................a different change. haha.

the 2nd change is light hearted and nice. =) thanks. =D

on a different note, ive not been blogging for a LOOOONNNGGG time. aiya, lazy laaaaaa. not like many people read anw....only afew pple tag my board. i mean like....THREE PEOPLE. hahaa. not like i get paid to blog either...

hmmm. what to blog on....ok. i think i dhls be like adriel and shoot out oh so short posts. haha. easy to read and understand but not descriptive. but heck, who's reading. haha.

;) till i blog again.

ian.

TRACY

2007-11-03T14:11:00.000+08:00

TRACY IS HERE TO BLOG.
CAUSE THAT IAN LIM HAD A PROBLEM WITH HIS BLOG.AND HE WANTS ME TO HELP HIM WITH IT.
THEN HE SAID I COULD DO WHATEVER I WANT.SO I FIGURED I SHOULD HELP HIM GET A GIRLY SKIN.
SURPRISINGLY,HE SAID FINE.CAUSE AT LEAST IT TELLS PEOPLE,HIS BLOG IS STILL FUNCTIONING.

HAHAHA.

:D

TODAY'S CREDITS: TRACY LEE.

2007-10-04T22:30:00.001+08:00

ipod love

Ian: Hi world.

Val: Hi world my pimple ROXXX :_(

the Birth Day.

2007-09-27T05:57:00.002+08:00

the Birth Day.

=D ooooh yea. its such a great day. after worship practise, went over to pizza hut w a bunch of church peoples. Thanks uncle Richard. tho i highly doubt he will EVER get to read this. haha. at 11.55pm, foo picked me up. on the way down, i expected a group of people to rape me, cos i just got home for like, 15mins, they call me faster come down with a 2mins notice.

haha.

turns out it was only the harmless foo-bear in his black Wish. haha.

cute-sean and crazy-queen try to tao pok me at foo-bear's with a blanket. smartass people. ahaha.

it was pretty much harmless from there onwards. prata, lan, haha. fun stuff. chin sent us back. haha. love you guys.

anw, back home, 2 presents from me family. i guess they wanted to celebrate for me. sorry! never say.

1 was a T-shirt. from my mum i guess. then the bigger one (eat your heart out toyo and small eyes) - holga -> WITH FLASH. hahaha. from my bros. thanks mils.

eh toyo, need you to guide me la. i still noob. hahaha. together, photocamp.

yes, so far my birthday has been great. so far. haha. i hope i don't sleep half of it away. ;)

thanks more than mils to you too. for everything. =>

Cheers!

thanks for everything, Father in heaven. ;)

OOOOOH - adriel shared this: (its

fantastic)

the Birth Day.

2007-09-27T05:57:00.000+08:00

haha.

turns out it was only the harmless foo-bear in his black Wish. haha.

cute-sean and crazy-queen try to tao pok me at foo-bear's with a blanket. smartass people. ahaha.

it was pretty much harmless from there onwards. prata, lan, haha. fun stuff. chin sent us back. haha. love you guys.

anw, back home, 2 presents from me family. i guess they wanted to celebrate for me. sorry! never say.

1 was a T-shirt. from my mum i guess. then the bigger one (eat your heart out toyo and small eyes) - holga -> WITH FLASH. hahaha. from my bros. thanks mils.

eh toyo, need you to guide me la. i still noob. hahaha. together, photocamp.

yes, so far my birthday has been great. so far. haha. i hope i don't sleep half of it away. ;)

thanks more than mils to you too. for everything. =>

Cheers!

2007-09-24T19:21:00.000+08:00

conversation btwn sissy and clarence:

sissy: no, i wont open the door for you.
clarence: yes u will. u must!
sissy: nonono
clarence: yes yesy esyssss

it went on for sometime...

sissy: no i wont open!
clarence: BUT YOUR SISTER WILL

LOLOLLOLLL!

oh clarence so cute. :D

and promos is killiingggg me!!! looking forward to shopping on fri :D even though its not for me. haha. ((:

oh yeah ian's birthday is coming! 27 sep! :D

we will love. (:

2007-09-15T00:13:00.000+08:00

Communications - C =(

Computer Programming - B =(

EEPS (whatever that means) - B

EECAD (some designing circuit boards thing) - A =D

Eltech (Engineering physics) - B =D

ECPRO (the most fun practical ;) ) - B

EG1 - B =D

IAC - C =(

so thats my results for my first sem in poly. i know i know, its not that good. but its not that bad either!=) come on, look UP! not down. haha.

loving the holidays. => its been nothing but a nice ride. loving what God has done for me. thanks.

i think im gna relax from next wed onwards. full-on valerie days. hahaha. until sch starts. =)

dad has been doing well. mum's his secretary. been selling houses. alot. so its good for us. => no problem there.

global music concert just ended. like just now. such a relief. it went well, cept for that zw's mic got a misunderstanding, which resulted in a muted zw for 3 lines. but God was good. I could sing that part he missed. but the parts that he didnt miss, i couldn't sing. so thank God. haha.

so see, the Lord is good. =) come to Him for He has called us.

2007-09-09T04:22:00.000+08:00

Oh my crap. Pavarotti died. wtc wtc wtc. Musical legend seriously.

yea. anw, I've been lazy to post stuff. most of the reason is cos ive been busy. the major reason is cos im lazy. heh.

im currently working at SIM, doing the same job ive been doing. not the Bangla one. Now its taking the students' presentations. SO damn slack. i actually finished watching heroes on my first day at work. the whole series. ahhaa. 10 - 9.30pm. wooo~

Study hard people-with-exams-coming! sch for me resumes on OCT 15!=D loving it.

i should be sleeping. damnit. goodnight lovely people. ;)

respects to pavarotti.

=> stay happy!=D

2007-09-04T23:31:00.000+08:00

Corrinne May

I want to fly away with you
because you make me feel safe in a crazy world.

thank you for the gift today. That gesture meant alot to me. (:

beautiful seed. =p

2007-08-22T03:00:00.000+08:00

sorry for abandoning you guys. have been wanting to blog but everything was so crazy the past few weeks. damnit.

OH YEA exams are over babyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. tuesday, 21 08 07! yea but another whirlwind week is gna start cos of grandma's birthday. dont know if u read but......im lazy to explain. haha.

yea. 2 whole weeks, studying. bishan library, bishan library bishan library. oh yea for those who still have exams: you shouldn't be reading this!!!slackers!!!!haha. =>

my cousins, adrian and jeanette are in from L.A!!!haha. goofy adrian and....tall jeanette. and i mean tall. haha. she's like....literally twice yiye's height. wooo.

so many things to do, to settle, so little time. i suppose its times like these that you wna cut yourself up so there's enough of you to go around. commitments, goodwill and.....blah.

i don't wanna fight no moreeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

DA BOMB!

2007-08-01T00:54:00.000+08:00

SIMPSONS IS DA BOMB! ITS THE BEST SHOW ON EARTH!hahahahaa.

its the funniest thing i've ever watched. haha. give it a try, we'll laugh together.

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ranting time.

exams are around the corner. i dont wna freak out. i want time. i dont want to be lazy. i want to study. cant find it in me. stupid computer. it doesnt let me study. damnit.

exams in 2 weeks. im gna die. i need to study.

ok im done ranting. ;)

hahahahahahaha. i really think laughing is good. doesnt it relax you?try it, it works.

2007-07-30T18:36:00.000+08:00

EVENTFUL WEEK

Hello val here, the week is too interesting i have to blog it!

Monday
felt very emo and unloved in school! so i called ian and told him i needed some lovin' and we went to KAP to do some work. supposed to go IC but it was raining so another time. hahahaha i tried tricking him into doing my eom for me but he didnt fell for it :( some stupig hci guys were cursing rjcians on the bus IN CHINESE. woah. its sucha high level of bitching i cant even attain. zzz.

Tuesday
tues was friendship day. LK was so stressed she cried on the phone. poor, poor girl. what are friends for? (:

what are friends for?

Wednesday
Bangbangbangbangbangbang was slack for me and i felt like a loanshark chasing people for money hoho. Dine came over to my place and we tried doing our eoms but in the end we just went around stalking people in friendster (haha) and whining to each other about school. haha it was soo funny.
dine's my bestest friend i cant live without herrrr :)))))

Thursday
ian came over to my place and helped to do my eom. (again) eom is so rubbish i hate it. we went to see a doc because of my ingrown and ate roti prata (sinful) and then later ate chicken rice (ian's such a pig he influences me to eat so much). we laughed and laughed over rubbish stuff, it was funneeeeeeeee. FUNNEEEEEE. (haha inside joke) ianny's sooo nicey he makes me laugh (:

Friday
had brkfast in the morn with hweebee cheong we were supposed to gg BUT the other 2 didnt turn up! they must do detention! she'll probably punish them haha. we ate SME in class and gg-ed more during painting of stupid bin which turned out to be horrible haha. bangbang and went to safra with keryu jo and andrew. we had dinner and found out that jo's dogs are racist (haha) and we witnessed a gang fight! the bloody man was running away from the weapon man and we trailed his blood all the way to the interchange haha. andrew and keryu tricked me into taking their bus (bad people) and it was so smelly i had to smell my kfc coupons and notebook. andrew tay pig laughed at me. pigpig! but it was fun hanging out with them we should do it more often (:

Saturday
Study study study at sgh and random stuff just happens. Dine came over to do eom AGAIN haha as usual she was procrastinating and we watched tv until 12 plus and ordered mac with sissy. hahahahahha we're such pigs.

Sunday
played frisbee and bangbang again. had luncheon with the girlies. germs pet and jo was being soooo funny hhaaaa i love you girlies ((: 370! highest of this year, i hope it'll get better (: ian came over to my place again and we watched high school musical and 'sang along' hahaha mre like laugh at them. he gave me something really sweet and i love it (: thanks dearest.

Okay, there goes. Feel soo rusty i havent been bloggin for eons. Okay dine just asked me 'eh when is 2008? oh ya its next year' haha!

see, what jc does to you. bad, bad.

2007-07-21T01:19:00.000+08:00

"Two Weeks From Twenty"

Jimmy wasn't really popular, he had a couple of friends back home. And sooner or later they're all getting out so he had to join up alone. He was dreaming of the Ivy League since he was only three feet tall. And get the hell out of jersey and then he would never look back at all.

And then your hear 'em say that miles away,"We lost another one that we sent with a gun."
They're gonna miss him he was two weeks from twenty and there's still no shame from the man to blame.

Jimmy never had a reason to stay cos all the factories shut down. All he had was a line for his name so he could sign away his right to be proud. He tried to kiss her on the way out the door, she just put her little hand on his face. "I don't understand why you're leaving", she said,"but I hope your gonna ask me to wait."

And then your hear 'em say that miles away,"We lost another one that we sent with a gun." They're gonna miss him he was two weeks from twenty and there's still no shame from the man to blame.

Jimmy's mother went to Capitol Hill so she could fill her heart up with joy. Maybe shake a few hands while she's there and tell them,"Thank you sir for taking my boy."

And then your hear 'em say that miles away,"We lost another one that we sent with a gun."
They're gonna miss him he was two weeks from twenty and there's still no shame from the man to blame. No there's still no shame, and we're all to blame.
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see that in bold?damn, that line can affect me. painful story/song, however you want to see it.

i've been wanting to blog for quite awhile already. but work is killing me.

WORK
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what: recording (of all things) tamil lectures.
where: SIM
when: 2weeks (1 of which has passed, fortunately)
how:

my one and only incentive, other than the pay. haha. its lovely really.

thank God for ken/yick kan, whichever, at least some days got him to talk to. haha.

since mon, everyday is soooo difficult.

oh thurs. important day. haha. IS presentation day. check out our clothes:
if you cant see, 3 of us guys (yes the ones in white are all guys) are wearing the same thing!white top, black bottoms and red tie. haha.

i just realised that if you look long enough, you could mistake azian (the one at the bottom, our group leader) as a guy. HAHAHA.

that pic is the official "FUNERAL FOR THE MAN" picture until kenrick's holga pics come out. i bet they look great. haha.

gosh, im dead beat from recording indians shaking their heads in unison and expressing themselves in some alien language.

gnight lovely people who allow me to entertain you with my blog.

ive not seen you in a week. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2007-07-13T23:28:00.000+08:00

wah lao.

friday 13th.

seriously man. suayness started right in the morning. even before i got up.

background info: i sleep on a double deck. if im lazy, i'll just slp at the bottom deck.

ok. here's what happened.

dreamland: i was on the bottom deck. sleeping happily.

real life: i was on the upper deck. alarm clock rings.

so, if u were on the lower deck, u'll just walk off the bed right? well, thats what i did. but on the upper deck. imagine it. i wasnt even awake till im mid-air, heading for the floor.

crashhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! bro, who wont wake up even if there's a war going on, shot up, startled,"you ok anot?" haha.

aftermath: i broke my fall sub-consciencely with my left hand. now it hurts like mad. i think there's a small fracture or sth.

yes. stupid beginning to a already foul stricken day.

hey people.

2007-07-07T01:17:00.000+08:00

did a funny thing on thurs. haha.

we just got off the bus. going to block 50. imagine. far east to heeren with a hill where taka is. climb it. darn. thinking abt makes me tired.

so daryl was...taking a break from...walking. ya. i became tired from the bus ride. we were lazy to walk.

ian - "i feel like taking a cab in."

porkball - " ok la!i pay."

cool. hailed. cab came.

ian - "sorry ah uncle, tired."

hahha. quite an experience. everybody should try it once in their ngee ann life. its fun. hahaha.

2007-07-01T16:50:00.000+08:00

so.

another week of sch has passed. hows that. another 1 or 2 mths to the next test/exams. crap.

had this "photo camp" with kang wei and sy. haha. cool pics we took.

wth. cant upload pics. nvm. another day.

yea that was friday overnight to sat.

the whole week before was val's birthday week .haha. happy birthday.

yea. im really broke now. crap.

2007-06-13T01:22:00.000+08:00

oh shit. i think the whole world should get a chance to watch this. so PLEASE do.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ZNMKrmTwfw&mode=related&search=

go go go and watch.

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i probably havnt told anybody why im sick. yet. i have a strange feeling it is......BOTAK JONES!

seriously. lemme tell you what happened. yes yes, sat night, botak jones...then came home and slept.

5am. sun not even up. i got this weird weird feeling in my abdomen, still full from botak jones. thought nothing of it.

tossed and turned. i mean literally ok. i was really tossing and turning.

6am. sudden urge to head for the toilet. familiar smell in my burp. looked into the toilet bowl. then it erupted. beef burger, fries and everything. gosh it was a nasty sight.

"please no more, no more." *erupt, erupt*

it went on through the day, mind you. this experience has made me hate, and i repeat, HATE, that bald caucasian. b**tar*.

Ocean's 13.

2007-06-09T01:57:00.000+08:00

come on, there's gta be a better show. i give it a BAD BAD BAD review. but clooney is cool. hot, if i was a girl. (alright alright, thats enough.)

but the filmography sucks!shaky shaky blurry blurry far far images makes my head forget where it is.

yes. thanks png. =p

Arachibutyrophobia- Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

2007-06-06T03:12:00.000+08:00

i think avril's darn pretty. haha. i just watched the dvd that comes with the "Best Damn Thing" album (png, y u nv scold her). she's so...pretty. haha. keira's prettier, hands down. haha.

hi guys. and girls. common tests ended. after what seemed like really short eternity. i'm still trying to make sense of that. ok.

i think i screwed my maths (EG1). my electrical technology, which is somthing like physics, was kinda aight. my friend got a call the very next day. saying that he failed. so he gta study for the retest. wah lao, like kena call from police, say somebody die. just as bad la. haha.

i doubt i can enjoy my hols. i dont wna actually. its only two weeks. so little time to rush proj, homework, next month's roster, woo! soo many thing, so little time. not to mention val's birthday. ;)

the "step up" dvd is staring at me. so is the clock. 3.17am. hmmm.

nah.

in the mean time, let me leave you with this:

An elderly woman had two large pots. Each hung on one end of a pole that she carried across the back of her neck.

One of the pots had a crack in it and always ended up being only half-full when she arrived home.

This went on for two years, with the woman taking home only 1/2 pots of water everyday.

One day, the cracked pot, ashamed of its imperfection, decided to speak to the woman.

"I am ashamed of myself, of this crack of mine that causes water to leak."

But the old woman replied:
"Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?
"I planted seeds on your side of the path and everyday, you watered them.
"I have been able to pick those beautiful flowers to decorate the table because of you."

The point of the story?

Everyone has a flaw. You have to take people for what they are and look for the good in them. ;)

love the world. easier said. not done.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zqfFrCUrEbY - check out the old fogies!cute stuff. haha.

2007-05-21T20:45:00.000+08:00

She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room.

She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?"

The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."

Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you,
God, when my son needed you?"

The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university."

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to her son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked.

Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to
Sally.

The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom." She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else........... Always wanting to help others if he could."

Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.

The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said..

"Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say "I Love You".
I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day.
Someday we will see each other again.
Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me.
He can have my room and old stuff to play with.
But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do.
You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know.

Don't be sad thinking about me.
This really is a neat place.
Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything.

The angels are so cool.
I love to watch them fly.
And, you know what?
Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures.
Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him.
Jesus himself took me to see GOD!
And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important.
That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything.
But I already knew that wasn't allowed.
Well, you know what Mom?
God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter.
I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you.

God said for me to give you the answer to one of the
questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him?'

"God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross.
He was right there, as He always is with all His children."

Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you.
To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper.
Isn't that cool?
I have to give God His pen back now.
He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life...
Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper.
I'm sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore.
The cancer is all gone.
I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either.
That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me.
The Angel said I was a Special Delivery!
How about that?

Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

thanks mel, u almost made me cry. btw, i grabbed it from mel. w/o her permission. i know u wont mind cos it spread The word. :)

wah lao.

2007-05-10T01:23:00.000+08:00

so i'm back.
from that lousy place.

i went, i saw, im trying to conquer. hey man, im trying. damn its hard. ever heard of kirchhoff?? well, neither have i. apparently, he a bloody asshole who came up with a voltage LAW and current LAW. oh my gosg, as if physics isnt difficult enough. that asshole went and conjured a law for BOTH voltage and current. (the shorts for the laws are KCL and KVL. its it has become: kirchhoff's cork law and kirchhoff's virgina law. HAHA)

yes, this is only part of what im going through. yes yes, u do have your own troubles. but this is my blog. 'evil laugh'

my apologies for those who have been faithfully visiting this address, only to be dissappointed. i ahvnt been getting much rest and (referring to my previous post) i didnt feel like blogging. well, i surprised i am bloging now, since i gta get up at 7 tmr and its already 1.30. by the time i slp its already 2. anw...

having a laptop has become a bane. its tiring, lugging the 2.5kg midget in your bag. i carry it in my hand, in case i leave it under a table at canteen 1, 2, 3 or 4. my friend, ernie, actually left it in class and didnt realise it and left the class. GOSH he's stupid. thus proving my point.

and this other guy, samuel loh (we have 2 samuels in your grp), i swear if i could, if he doesnt stop his "shut up, this isnt going anywhere" thing soon, im gna smash his teeth into his brain. and im not kidding. imagine this:

"hey sam, where u goi-"
"shut up this isnt going anywhere."

one time after class, which i had just woken up from, he did that to me. and i hope you know by now, i'm not to be fool w after i just woke up. i nearly punched him but stopped short of contact. damn.

ahhhhhhh school school school. everyone's having a rough time. office politics, class woes, study woes. even the place where God dwells most. its hard. but we try. we have to. thrive.

im short of cash and a really big occasion is on its way. creeping from a distance. slowly but surely. slow first. and it rushes up to you like a bullet-train as you're lying on the tracks.

WHAM.

-cheer up little world, i know its also though on you. but there are creatures that dwell upon you who are trying to save you. yes its small hands that are doing the work, but with many little hands, it makes a big hand. so hang in there, blue planet. help is on its way.-

2007-04-12T14:53:00.000+08:00

FLARE.

i lost it. the flare to blog. i cant find the strength to type the letters. i want to. but my fingers don't want to. but i'll try.

so it's been a long time since i blogged. and yes, the concert is over. ok so it wasnt that interesting. sorry to dissapoint. sigh...

alot of things to do at the poly recently. and sch havnt started yet. it starts on 16th. monday. next monday. cant believe it. the long holidays. coming to a close. woosh. gone. and a new section of my life starts. again.

opening a new chapter is tiring. esp when you lack sleep. and strength. and...just...low energy. sigh. i need time. time to finish all the crap i want to do. need to do. just get it over and done with. i need money. to get all the things i need. its NEED. only after i settle my needs then can i earn money to get my wants. but my wants are nothing ess than a hundred. damn. why do i have such high end interests.

i jsut lost the flare for everything. i want to set things right. everything. make it nice again. i dont' know how, i dont't know why. everything is so screwed up. from this huge old planet, to our puny little insignificant lives.

the world is dying. which means we are dying.

i might not blog for a long while. i not saying i wont. im not saying i might not blog tmr.

let's hope sch is woohoo, fun, exciting(as it says it is) and entertaining.

have fun all. enjoy your youth while it lasts. all of ours are whiling away. dying. slowly. till death touches us. but doesnt take us. then i grabs us. but doesnt take. holds us but. but doesnt take. then death pulls us away...

2007-03-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

hey world.

these few days have been a blast. haha. update!

i am currently updating with my new and totally White macbook! oh YES!lemme repeat that. I GOT MY MACBOOK!muahahahaha. i feels freaking great. its like...every time you work on it, its a game. oh yes. a really fun game. haha.

ok, enough ian.

ive been uploading so many songs onto the macbook. its really easy too.

anw, been spending alot of time with church peeps. and not enough time w valerie. gosh. i need to prioritise.

my aunt in L.A wants me to get a job during this few last weeks before sch starts. but i wish to finish what im to do with church first. during these 2 weeks i mean. cos after these 2 weeks, most church activity will be done and it will be more smooth sailing.

hmm i thank God for seeing me through my enrolment. yes, there are afew unsettled forms, but it has been getting better in recent times. => God works in AMAZING ways. thank of you guys for praying. =>

i shant update about other days cos i dont really rmb. so about today.

its really easy to blog abt today cos today didnt really exist cept for me going out w grandma. haha. she's quite fast despite her problematic leg and age. she limps slowly to the MRT's lift. lift door opens. and she suddenly turns into the flash!woooosh!she's at the door!=O i was shocked too. waoh!haha.

then i came home and slacked till 7pm. it was sean's birthday today. happy 20th dud. ;) we went to the airport so send him off. he was going to frankfurt for audio training. i know. WTH?!haha. yes on his birthday. but its cool. haha. went to fish and co. for dinner and got his cake cut and fish&co. staff surprised us with a very cheesy version of happy birthday. it was more like a cheer. haha.

'BOOM BOOM CLAP',
'BOOM BOOM CLAP',
_____________ FISH&CO!
__________BLA BLA BLA

haha. with the boom boom clap throughout. and sean had a sparkler in his hand which was at a rather inappropriate position. haha.

his parents came, bugged him to check in and bla bla bla. he went in. 'bye sean!', hug, 'bye!' hugs another...........

oh, foo drove so it was easier transport on our side. haha. yup. as we were sending lemon home, after thea, vern had the sudden urge to enter ' the legendary home of lemon jiang'. so we did. haha. he had some 'love airwave' magazine which is about sex and positions and other people's sexual problems, or so they think they are problems. had a fun time laughing at the 'problems'.

'I recently had sex with two guys. I found out I was pregenant but I don't know who the father is. Is there any way to find out?'

yes, its one of the qns.

at that time is was already....12.45?yes and foo sent me home after.

val: thanks for bearing with me. You know how much i feel for you. and although you have been mad at times, thanks for always forgiving my stupidity. Thank you. (btw, figured out the tabs yet?=D)

to the others who ahve been around me: thank you for doing just that. it has been great fun and an adventure. =>

-yes, i am ordinary. but you're the extrordinaire-

2007-03-24T01:28:00.000+08:00

im sad...

its like something's amiss from your life...

don't worry, it'll be over soon. but i'm still sad...and tired. and sighing...

np enrolment is a bitch. y isnt it easier to get loans and stuff. yes yes, i need a loan. cos im poor.

and like i have no time for friends and stuff. i hate growing up. wouldn't it be nice to just be irresponsible and run away...but then again, that's being irresponsible and thats not me.

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alas, today was my last day of work. im getting 450bucks. well, i think thats alright. i really did do my job and i tried to do it to the best of my ability. i went out of my way to help students even tho denphie (colleague) said its not needed. see?!but then again, its SERVICE.

that bring me to my next point. i went for IBS (inductive bible study) today. i didnt go for the previous classes but this time, they were starting on a new topic. "Evangelistic Lifestyle training." today, we learnt of the different types of evengelism and what type are we. i realise that i was the SERVICE type. which got me thinking, no wonder I'm soo patient with all the rubbish being thrown at me from eveywhere.

guess that's God's calling. => thank You.

well, got half of my np enrol settled. just have to buy laptop and get the loan and i dont know what else. rubbish.

i need to get out. have a day to relax.

but sadly, im going to sentosa on mon. well, yes it IS leisure. but...its not rest, its tiring. i neeeed to sleeeep!!!and the looming weekend is not going to help in any single way. the only way is with God. pray that He'll grant me rest and sleep k?=>

hmm...yes. i need to meet you soon too. its been a long time.

Intro/Verse
1----------------------------------------------------------
2----------------------------------------------------------
3--4-/-8--8-8-4-/-8-8-8--4-/-8--8-8--4-/-8--8-8----
4--x-/-x--x-x--x-/--x--x--x---x-/-x--x-x--x-/-x--x-x---
5--2-/-6--6-6-2-/-6--6-6--2-/-6--6-6--2-/-6--6-6---
6------------------------------------------------------------ X6

Chorus
1------------------------------------------------------------------------
2------------------------------------------------------------------------
3-4-4-4-4--6-6-6-6-8-8-8-8-11-11-11-11--4-4-4-4-4-4-4-4----
4-x-x-x-x---x-x-x-x--x-x-x-x---x--x---x---x---x-x-x-x-x--x-x-x--
5-2-2-2-2--4-4-4-4-6-6-6-6--9--9--9---9---2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2----X2-
6---------------------------------------------------------- X2

=> figure it out. yes, its kinda messy, but i tried.

i miss you.

2007-03-16T01:55:00.000+08:00

i feel like...

SHIT. crap. any equivelant. arghh. so frustrated over the np enrolmaent package. package my ass. its just a file. assholes.

wtc am i suppose to bloody do with it?!ahh shit. i feel like crap now. everywhere i look, its problems. as i read blogs, everywhere is problems. png's grades, candice's uni choices, matt's busy-ness, etc.

everybody needs a break. some part of me wants to quit sch and be the tech-man that SIM needs. but thats just the part of me that wants to escape from reality. the reality is to get my diploma. but..............why?!when i don't look forward to the course???why why why...

work has been great these days. busy as it may be sometimes, it is still really enjoyable. now you know why i wna go work there. its something i like to do!i wont complain even if its boring...sigh...

things never did work out for me ultimately. yes, the middle parts are great, but at the end, end product sucks. for example:

pri sch - 1-6 was great fun, heehee haahaa, but PSLE sucked.

sec sch - yes it was great but i failed Ns once, realised i wasnt studying enough, studied really hard and still got shit grades got Os.

crap isnt it?well, such is life. God, where are You?

i need relief. an escape. from reality. to a distant beatiful land where problems are banned. i suppose i'd have to die first.

rescue me, strong girl.

2007-03-13T02:22:00.000+08:00

darn it.

i actually blogged abt my weekend. but it got lost. crap. im not gna do it again.

anw, im listening to Billy Gilman. WAOH!that kid can sing. wonder how old is he now though.

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Viking: the next 200 years, European history is filled with tales of Vikings and their plundering. (wikipedia)

i didnt know vikings were so vicous. i just thought it was like a legend and that they were just some village people. haha.

if you're wondering why i suddenly looked up 'vikings', it cause i saw the trailer for some viking movie. i'm sure you saw it and suddely thought 'oh yea, vikings.' haha.

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Scientology: The Church of Scientology says that Scientology is concerned with "the study and handling of the spirit in relationship to itself, others and all of life."[9] By contrast, Dianetics is more narrowly focused on getting rid of the reactive mind, the "bank" of traumatic memories known as engrams which are said to inhibit one's success and happiness.[10] Scientology also covers topics such as ethics and morality (The Way to Happiness), drug and chemical residues as they relate to spiritual wellbeing (the Purification Rundown), communication, marriage, raising children, work-related problems, education (Study Technology), and the very nature of life (The Dynamics). (also by wiki - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scientology)

what a load of crap, honestly. but its always good to equip yourself with knowledge. i didnt know what was scientology and had the urge to find out for the past few months. some urge huh.

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ok this post it rather random. haha. but i got nth to do now. no im not at work. but im gna tmr.

im bored with work. and i think its gna get busier at work. Student/customers come, editing vids takes up more time than going to SIM.

anw, gimme a show of hands - would you rather a chatterbox here or comment place?

ok, love ya friends. cheers. ;> (cheers is getting cheesier. it was cool like 2years ago.)

hmm, evil ball. hahaha.

2007-03-09T02:23:00.000+08:00

work.

its the slackest job ever. if i wanted i could've blogged there. but i didnt wna be bad. i hope tmr i'll do more useful stuff there. =>

come on guys, tag me la. =D

hugs. =>

2007-03-08T11:17:00.000+08:00

THANK GOD!

God is good i got my thumb drive back! all the time, it was at val's place! he puts a song of praise in this heart of mine.
God is good i left it there last thurs i think. all the time, my bad =D through the darkest nights, his light will shine.

love is all around...hahahahaha!

2007-03-08T01:25:00.000+08:00

SIGH.

God help me tide throught this though time.

gosh. i just might have lost my thumb drive. its as good as losing my thumb. SO MANY THINGS INSIDE! im so dead. please pray for me.

my aunt (jee kor as i call her) came from LA for a visit. she arrived last night at 1am.
and with my hectic schedule, its no wonder ive only seen her once which was at the airport. i really wna spend more time w her during her stay here. but with work starting tmr, its a miracle if i do even see her again.

lets review my schedule. thurs and fri, work from 1pm-9pm.
my sat is fried and sunday im only free at night.
mon to fri again, 1-9 unless i choose to work from 1-5 or 5-9 instead of full shift.

sigh. come png, sigh w me. 1, 2, 3!SIGH...

prayer is a strong power that cannot be underestimated. its can work miracles.

and to my classmates who read my blog, here is a special invitation to my church's concert on 7th april. please come. the ticket is not free, but its been paid for. by Jesus who died for our sins.

so come k?=>

cool shiat i jsut found out. thanks to sydalg. ♀☺{♪♫☼☻♥♦♣♠•◘○◄↕‼►♪2♣→↨↑§τσ├╘◙¶▲⌂♂♀
got alot more but im not in the mood. its cool tho. im really down now. sigh.
thumb drive thumb drive, where art thou thumb drive.

lets try and try again.

going np anyone?let me know k?cos i am too. =>

2007-03-06T01:13:00.000+08:00

did i crash CJ?

i dont know, but i'll tell you my day and you be the judge. haha.

headed down to val's sch (CJ) with mel and laura to 'collect her notes'.

had lunch first at the canteen at CJ. western wasnt that bad...then as were Q-ing for our drinks, this almost bald guy comes up to me and says "you are from?"

"I'm her brother. I'm here to help her collect take her notes."

baldy - "ok. then you better go and register for a visitor's pass at the admin office.'

me - "but we wont be long."

baldy - "but i'd rather you go and take the pass. i don't want the security guard to chase after you."

the prob is, there was no security guard in sight since i stepped into the sch and left. ass.

ian to val - "who was that?"

val - "the vice-principal."

anyway. as i walked thru the sch, i notices many heads started swishing my way. can you imagine a whole canteen staring at you?anw, even mel noticed. "YOU are attraction alot of attention." went her comment.

went to the admin office.

ian - "er, i'll like to register for a visitor's pass.'

staff - "why?school finish already what. no teachers or anybody around."

WTH?!?!is that what the pass is for??to siam the teachers???HAHA.

went to their classroom. WOAH IT WAS SMALL. haha. really really small. even the biggest was smaller than KCP's smallest. -notes unfound-

went to watch shuan's catain's ball match. that monkey with flailing arms. it was really fun to watch. entertaining if you may.

then this big ang moh guy in what looks like a nurse's uniform came up to me. to the best of my knowledge, he's the principal, Brother from another mother Paul.

BP - "(i forgot what he said)"

ian - "im her brother. im here for her notes."

BP - "you are from the notes??" (are you deaf?!)

ian - "nono, im here to help her take her notes."

BP to val - "you cant take them yourself?" (screw you la.)

BP to me - "you are unemployed are you?"

ian - "huh?"

BP - "nothing to do."

and he walks away.

like...screw you so hard you brains blow old man. and val says he's funny. he's by far the rudest principal i've seen that treats a family of a student like that. if i really were val's bro, he'd have lost his job by the end of the week.

yesh and we left after the match. and with mel's fever at 38deg. haha.

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yes!i got the job at SIM!cindy intro-ed it to me and its about taking videos for the students for their project. thanks so much cindy.

one prob. my mum reminded me that my aunt is flying in from LA tmr at 1am. its so gna crash with the SIM thing. crap. why does everything crash. God, please let it work out. please.

don't push me away please.

2007-03-05T01:38:00.000+08:00

wow, finally some time to relax.

waoh. what a night. I've been busy talking to people and doing church work namely emailing and planning. thats hard work dawg.

this weekend was a real whack in the head. it left many dazed, wondering what hit then. but God, being the gracious one, led us by our hands back to reality. so lets wait for next week's rollercoaster ride.

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Ignite D'amore.

nice name huh. i like. i really dont know what was so bad about that concert!i think it was a great concert!(with the exception of the power of THE josh groban of course) i had fun up in my lil pigeon hole. haha.

after the concert, i headed for prata house w jacky and dinewme. wah lotsa crap came out there. haha.

thereafter, foo came and pick me up. yes, in his car. toyota wish~ respect sia, just pass only drive family car...woo~ we went to coconut grove at kovan(near my place) with a bunch of friends that im lazy to name. haha. a bunch is enough. i had a corona.

afterwhich, queen sent me home in his integra!wah lao, all got so nice car la. bloody helll. SK, its your fault i havnt got my basic yet. haha.

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then comes the weekends where there was a rush of emotions. total emotional rush. and its not a good thing. i came out of saturday with a painful throat cos i forgot to drink water.

I'm freaking tired now(sunday) cos i played street soccer. i want to sleep.

i still have lots to do. but not today. another day. tired.

darn i want a cam. so that i can take nice pics. and enter competitions and be appretiated for sth i'm good at.

last week i saw a boy, probably barely pri 1 with a digital SLR around his neck. and he was tossing it in the air!!!crap. and his mom was so indifferent to his nonsense. crap.

sometimes i think life's a bitch. but God shows me all the blessings he's showered me with. like this com which im typing on, etc.

ok, enough. im really tired. goodnight world wide web.

don't angry already la~~

2007-02-27T02:32:00.000+08:00

memorable day. =>

i had lotsa fun today. not now tho, gta headache. stupid hairband.

here goes - met png to go down to np to appeal. erm. lets just say it was a wasted trip. but hte sandwich made it half as fulfilling. =D

met krys and zhi wei at toa payoh to go Kbox!woohoo!
and thaaaat make yoooou laaarger than LIFE!
hahahaha. waoh so fun. confirm go back again. seems like fun comes with a price.
One love, Oh I do believe One love is all we need!
its really ex. maybe its just me. im going dead broke. pray that i get that tony roma's job k png!haha.
Why did you leave me Soledad~
we just couldnt stop!even after our time was up!since they didnt stop us, we went on!
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
i actually had to go for a gathering a marina!haha.
Why'd it take me so long just to findthe friend that was there all along.
we had to leave la. haha.

marina!kayan's bday was yest so we celebrated it. more pics at amaris's site!=> haha. had fun till the very end.

lastly, helping val on her 'save-the-world' mode, lets do a little for the little people that makes our lives so much more brighter. http://lightamillioncandles.com/ pls?

i'm helping you!

2007-02-25T21:12:00.000+08:00

Thank God for He is good. =>

here's what happened -

at yest's 'True Love' rehersal wrap up, i was playing w matt's hair, not knowing he was like mad. so i cont. then he turned "YOU KNOW VERY IRRITATING ANOT?!" ok fine~~

so i was like mad too la. shout at me for what.

then i turned to the Lord. i went to read daily bread. i flipped to a random page that i thought i might want to read. true enough, i DO want to read. its about the blame game. which started with adam and eve. adam ate the fruit and blamed eve who blamed the snake bla bla bla.

so its like God telling me not to blame others. so God told me to give in. i did and matt felt better. => God is good.

oh matt, dun get mad over the post at sam's house that one hoh. its just a fun dig at you.

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i wonder why weekends are the most tiring these past months. i went w/o proper food till dinner today. (sunday)

so tired. and val's angry w me. and i helped her w her proj again. =< she's watching that stupid hakakimchi or sth w her mum. what the crap. and im in the room blogging. =< wah~~ im becoming a house ornament.

wahh~~!

2007-02-23T01:48:00.000+08:00

hello again peeps.

i realise alot of people read my blog. Let u guys know sth: i hope you will respond! its nice to read responses like: "SCREW YOU!"(maathew ong) or "awee~~ thats sweet~" or "hmm ok." will do nicely. haha. please give me sth to read when I come to my blog.

but I'm not like vic who wants people to actually say, "DIE BITCH DIE!!!" on her blog. hahahahaa. im not that sadistic.

ok, Dear diary -

I've been helping Val out with her project her whole group, which I'm not in, was suppose to do. Yes, they did help, but Val's job was on my shoulders. haha. Don't know to blame her anot...nvm, I'll just pray for good time management for her.=>

I foresee I'm gna be really REALLY busy with the 'True Love' concert. To all those reading, I kindly invite you to my church on 7 April for a concert. Do contact me or leave a tag if you're interested. No exceptions for the kingdom of God is for everyone. =>

I've been slacking alot lately. Wake at 1+ or 3, watch tv till 4+. then go meet val or go to her place. haha. then come home use the com till like, 4+ 5. then the whole cycle repeats when i wake at 1+ again...But lucky I've got church to put me in motion. so God is good. =>

I'm going for a church CNY dinner tmr (fri) night. It's a NINE course dinner worhz!!!=D I'm playing guitar for the dinner so I get free good food. If im not playing, I gta pay $38. woosh. haha. thanks God! the only thing that worries me is that the whole dinner is in Chinese / Hokkien. Even the songs I'm playing is in Chinese / Hokkien. =/

haha. I'm in a good mood. Had a 'True Love' meeting today. Theodore called in the middle of it and called me to his house to eat. HAHA. cool. some of 5gR was there too. then he asked me whether got job anot. obviously no. so he called me to tony roma's. WOOHOO!

i know i know, i didn't wna waiter job at first. but sch's gna start and if i dun get a job soon, I'm gna be stuck w/o one. Yes its gna be tiring but.....I'll just hvae to pray then. I still hate River Island for not giving me a job. but i love their clothes man...nice~ but ex. that's why i need a job.ahahhaa.....

So, now i have a potential job (hopefully i won't have to cut my mane), money from CNY and my metro job, something to keep me on my feet ('True Love") and someone to look after me (God). and val. =>

ok guys!so rmb, leave sth for me to read. and come for 'True Love'!=D

you're welcome~!

2007-02-21T00:41:00.000+08:00

CNY

well, usually CNY is quite a drag cos of visiting long dist relative, seeing old people u never knew existed but turns out familiar, this kid pops up and people tells u he's your nephew, this aunt pops up and says she's your cousin, etc. errr okay~

but this year was different. cos my dad wasnt around. woohoo!like i said, i went around w uncle vic. as gladys would put it, "eez e bez worzZz." haha.

yea, yest i went to uncle richard's. they few church pple were there. haha. had a blast there. much noise and laughter in the house. esp from matthew. he's like...ultimate loudness. like he makes an effort to scream at the top of his voice but he's still thinking of what to say so he's just screaming "ER ER ER/BUT BUT BUT (pronounced as 'burt')" at the top of his voice.

just ask those who went to uncle kim meng's/sam's/nana's place today (tues). we played 'mafia' and he was like...(what i said) and i was like. 'just shut up la and stop embarassing yourself.' in my head of course...gosh.

okay enough of that loud mouth. (i know ure reading matt. =D) lets swoon over uncle kim meng's cooking. OH MY GOSH. the mutton he was cooking when we were playing games smelled SO VERY OH MY GOSH NICE.

and (oh torture) we can't eat it...we already had lunch and the muttonw as for the dinner guests...=<<<> i like.

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imagine this.

morning, you go to relative's place and snack on the same new year stuff you've had for the past 2 days. (what the heck, just eat.)

uncle kim meng's place, he cooks a marvelous lunch and u can't not eat alot cos its so nice. then there's the same snacks again. and we played a game which penalty is eating oranges. yay.

then, boon tong kee. and after that, stupid mei (gladys) wants to bake cookies. had abit of bee hoon that val had to eat.

on the way home, i ate an orange that val's mum gave me.

at home, mum just bake some cake and made me eat some. and gave me an egg tart and glutinous rice. i couldn't resist.

crap, i can starve for the next 2days. im freaking freaking full now i feel like puking. but its a good problem don't u think?compared to those less fortunate...spare a thought for them ya?

lets make the world a better place. for the future, our kids and the world that God gave us. and for them - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X9y45nJWkqY

Lets make Him proud and take care of it. =>

i didn't mean it!honest!

2007-02-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

- stupid 'Weird Game' png out me up to -

THE RULES

Each player of this game starts with the ‘6 weird things about you.’ People who get tagged need to write a post of their own 6 weird things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says ‘you are tagged’ in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

6 Weird Things About Me:

1. I'm REALLY REALLY quiet at home. Completely different what I'm outside. I do a 720 degree change once none of my family members are around.

2. I sleep easier on buses than at home on my bed. reason being that buses have that roaring engine and that makes me sleep.

(wow, it kinda makes u think.)

3. I want to be somebody I'm not. (don't ask me who or what.)

4. I sometimes (or rather often when i look in the mirror) think that if there's someone that looks exactly and behaves exactly like me, I'll hate his guts. like really hate. i'll find him disgusting and...ugly?haha. i duno, but i'll just hate him.

5. I like classical, rock, metal, accoustic, techno, etc etc. the only genre i think i cant stand is country music. they sound really stupid w that stupid accent. agree?

6. When i cant sleep, i count sheeps. like i really count. 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 etc. sometimes it works, sometimes it doesnt. haha. go figure.

6 moreeee peeps..
1. Dine With Me
2. Adriel
3. Meli Lime
4. Matt Ong
5. lemon
6. i really duno who!

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My mum is super woman! I love her.=>

she cleared and decorated the house in one night(fri night)!i woke up and like. woah. things dangling from the ceiling, red glittery things on the walls etc. yes i helped abit the night before but...wow. she slept at 4am. =< God, bless her with good health and sleep.

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to day (sunday) was a good and fun day. => went to church for God's blessing first then headed down to uncle victor's place. hung around there the whole day. so many pple!so many ang paos!so many money.=D i havnt counted yet tho (val was angry at that). uncle victor was funny:

cand, joey and eugene and i were playing card. he sat w us and said "come, i let u guys earn money."

he took out all his small notes and coins. "only one dollar minimum ar." so began our gambling rendezous. haha. i took out 4bucks frm my wallet and out back 15. woohoo!haha. thanks uncle vic. =D

he left when he lost all his small notes, =D

cheer up, aNgElzZ

2007-02-17T13:11:00.001+08:00

OH YEA!

aint u loving it mel.

haha.

have a great new year!=>

2007-02-16T00:53:00.000+08:00

Darnit.

actually wanted to post a very funny pic of mel and....someone. but stome probs arised.

so stay tuned to have a good laugh, or shocked if you're mel. =D

2007-02-15T02:29:00.000+08:00

Valentine's?*giggles*

haha. hello. today was relieving. woohoo!i feel....free!!!=D

i submitted the bloody form. to the shock of others. yippee! 3/12...hmm one thing that really put me down (for awhile) was this: many people ask me "what if you don't get into any of the 3?"

well, you wouldnt be asking me that qn if i had gotten 15 points right?you'll be like "oh ok. you sure get in one la."

to those who asked, its ok, im not angry. just mad at myself that i did badly. but all that's over now. screw it!=D

today was fun. no actually, tonight. the day was rather...stupid. i feel stupid for doing it: i stayed home the whole day doing nth. watching tv, com, eating junk food that gave me ulcer, etc...

dumb right?well, here comes the fun part. me and val wanted to do sth different for this year. its not about us. we gave her mum a treat. a home cooked meal by us. haha. i cooked the chicken chop. it turned out good.

I'm considering being a chef.=D I CAN COOK!really, rmb the last time i cooked at their place?dude, it was nice!this time, nice too!!!woohoo! shatec, here i come.>=D

i had fun cooking even tho i made a mess. haha. i cleaned up of course. im a good boy. weird thing is, i've nv cooked at home. again its about my family matters, but we'll pick that up on another day. now its celebratory mood. =D

haha. val has an econs test that she didnt really study for. haha i think. good luck!=>

valentine's wasnt really a big deal for me this year. i had good clean simple fun. i bought val a water bottle. a month before valentine's. haha. almost forgot about it also, wanted to buy her something. or rather, she wanted something. hahaha.

well, its been crazy... these few weeks. the roller coaster...at the end of the ride, you'll be satisfied. hopefully on this ride, i won't crash. (as in, fail to get a good course.)

hey readers, im sorry for my constantly long posts. really. i just get lost in typing and typing and typing. pls understand that its an outlet for me to vent, rant and rat. as u've seen in previous posts.

ok gna stop now lest i lose a reader. haha. gnite yall.

btw check this out: another cool one!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f2bcPIXl8kc&NR

come back!

2007-02-14T02:07:00.000+08:00

WHAT DID I DO?!

gosh. just like everybody else, i hope i made the right decision. but sth tells me it was wrong...

i only filled in three choices...outta 12. so that kinda sucks. maybe thats whats telling me that i was wrong.

"FILL OUT ALL 12 YOU DICK!STUPID STUPID STUPID........................" says the little voice at the back of my mind.

"with what?" i reply it.

"oh yea, you're not interested in anything else...ok then." the voice became clear.

so i hit submit. and the voice came back.

"wah just fill it with something la!LAW oso can!NURSING oso can!" i faded the voice out. bad company.

now im doubting my decisions. God, did i do the right thing?

2007-02-13T03:17:00.000+08:00

damn this is hard.

HEY. this is a plea to anyone who think he/she can help me make this difficult decision.

IF i were to submit my JAE application now, i'll only fill out 4/12 slots. i dont wna do that. crap.

so if u think u can help me make my choice easier............help?

2007-02-12T20:42:00.000+08:00

I'm lost.

gosh. i dont know what to choose. really. so far i've come up with 5 choices. and i came across this really interesting "course".

Engineering Common Year Programme (ECYP). it lets u take the basic modules needed for engineering courses. then u can choose in the 2nd year what u wna take. => its the next best thing.

my other choices -

-Film Sound Video NP (i know i didnt make the cut, but im trying anyway)
-audio visual technology NP
-ECYP NP
-interior design SP
-Material Science SP

i still have like SEVEN other choices!i really dont know what to put down. i've looked thru all the possibilities. no more that i like, i want, i can. =<

will it be alright?

2007-02-12T15:18:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JzqumbhfxRo

this is really cool.

-out-

2007-02-12T03:43:00.000+08:00

I'm not in the mood.

truth be told, i'd rather not blog. lazy or moody, take your pick.

update: my results suck. and i just realise by how much.
i have been looking at my choices tonight and seeing the cut-off point of those im short-listed to do, the difference is.....larger than large. i wonder how they choose those courses we're short-listed to.

so far i've only applied for JPSAE. i wish i could stop there. but there's still JAE to decide. all 12 choices. oh Lord, grant me wisdom please.

enough on that. i'll like to "reply" to yiye's (png) post on family. -

i know not many people know much about me and my relationship w my family.

this is the jist of the Lim family - we all (mum, elder bro, me and small bro) HATE our father/husband. we have diagnosed him with a mental illness and refuse to believe he's better.

seriously, would you like a dad who finds fault with you for putting things on the floor?everytime he comes home?
screams at your mum for not helping in the house when he himself is a SOAB that doesnt earn money?
oh how i wish to scream profanities. really. i've only begun to describe the monster my family lives with.

only recently has he started work as a real estate agent and he expects my mum to help him when she's working almost full shifts everyday and she puts up with all his shit.

yes CNY is nearing. he scareams at her for not clearing the house. is he even doing anything?!no, he just screams and screams and screams.

just yest night, he told elder bro to talk to me about my choice in poly. fine.
he wakes fun from her sleep cos he wants her to be involved. fine.
bro, mum and me talks in the room with him outside. talk ends.

"i dont need to be involved is it?!i am the head of this house ok!bla bla bla bla" its all rubbish anyway.

and he goes on to say fine, all ian's studies is now all my mum's business, he's not gna care anymore.

then he went out. alas, its temporal.

my mum and i and both bros are in the room and i ask y the the bloody world dont you divorce him.

mum: u see he's so unstable, he anything oso can do.

i was thinking, what can he do that we all can't handle. we've thru shit from him. kicking his ass outta this place will make this place almost heaven.

note: ive not spoken to him since that time (right after my Os) when he told me to take charge and write down what us 3 bros want. I wrote - dad leaves, we clear up house, divide chores. AND HE TOLD US TO SIGN IT. that bloody mofo hasnt left yet.

yess, this is just an insight of my family. a beautiful family ruined by a person i call dad.

screw you 'dad'. we hate you. get out. stop ruining our life. our future doesnt include you. AT ALL.

don't try to understand. just know.

alas, the windy days are gone, heat beating on our backs.

2007-02-09T01:23:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's Results. I'm Hungry.

really i am. now i mean. anyway, Aqila, if u're reading, thanks. alot. haha. im not angry or what la. altho i think i should be. but not at u. at myself.

we'll get back to that later. the past few days, i have been working too. for my dad. (is that a good thing?) well, the only incentive is that he pays me. its really not that a great job. who cares. desporado.

He's now a property agent. so u know those junk mail in your mailbox?yea im giving that out. but not to letterboxes, to houses. in seng kang. apparently, letterboxes can now be locked. so i've to go to every single houses in any block he appoints me. and its a few blocks in a day. like.....10 blocks a day?but ive yet to complete every block for that day. haha. moving on.

here's the interesting part. today, (8feb) this temasek poly guy who apparently was on an amazing race, asked me for a ridiculous favour. as follows:

guy - hi, im from temasek poly and on an amazing race. wondering if u can help me for a task?

ian - -sniggers- yea, what izzit?

guy - quite ridiculous la. dunno how to say...

ian - nvm la. what is it?

guy - er, you're suppose to stand on my body and do tasks.

ian - -laughs- u sure anot?im quite heavy leh.

guy - how heavy?

ian - 60+?(i couldnt rmb my weight then)

guy - er, should be ok la.

ian - then ok la.

guy - we go up one floor can anot?here very pai seh. (we were at the void deck of one of the block, resting.)

at first i was quite apprehensive but i scanned him as we were walking up. skinny guy, couldnt be older than me cos im my batch would have been in year 3 in poly and will not be so childish to do an amazing race. haha. if he tried anything funny, i'll take him on. haha. but no need for that la. carrying on~~

so we were at 2nd floor of some random block.

guy - er so, ure suppose to stand on me and

task one - stand still for one minute, walk on him for a minute and jog on him for a minute, step on his face for a minute, take off my socks and shoes and put them back on again.

- or -

task two - jump on him three times, flip vertically (so that im facing the other direction) 3 times, take off shoes and socks and put them on again. task 2 has no time limit.

ian - errr ok. i can...just scared u die only. -laughs-

guy - nvm la, wun die la.

yea...we did the stand stil for one minute first...haha. "ouch" i thought. but he looked like a tough cookie after stepping on him. he even said not pain!haha. okay...that was only the beginning.

i didnt wna do task 2 cos of then jumping. come on!its like calling krys to jump on yiye!hahaha. no offence.

ok so. after the walking one, i kinda warmed up to him. upon asking where he's frm, i learnt he's year 2, some film thing, couldnt catch it. anyway, it slipped my mind that it was for amazing race.

ian - project ar?

guy - no la, just a task.

haha. oops. then i lent my expertise and did the camera placement and stuff. he was using his hp btw. the new sony erricson one. nice. sleek. haha.

so we debated about the whether to do the flip or the jogging. haha. i was for jogging, he was for jumping. okae la. jump.

luckily i can soften my landing. haha. really, or his ribs would have been crushed by my immense weight. (val, ure like happy right.)

so we did the jumps and the flips. and we ended up doing both tasks. cept the jogging. it proved too hard.

ian - wahh go complain to moe la. these kind can kill pple one leh.

guy - -laughs-

yea and through-out the time, everytime somebody got near, he'd rush to get off the floor. hahahaha!that was extremely hilarious. really. he was like scrambling.

haha. then i wished him good luck and we were off. haha. oh!and he was wearing formal wear!oh gosh and i stepped on it!but it didnt look dirty la. haha. it was one of the tasks.

ok, back to aqila. yesterday, around 12+am, she came online. well, her window opened and a link was there. thinking she sent me sth, i clicked it.

i asked her what is it.

aqila - its a virus!

ian - serious?! (a webpage opened, started downloading.)

im still thinking she was kidding.

aqila - quick!run anti-virus!

ian - ok.

i didnt. i went back to what i was doing.

BOOM!BOOM!BOOM!BOOM!BOOM!BOOM!BOOM!BOOM!BOOM!

each boom is a msn window la. all asking me 'whats that?' or '?'

ian -'whats what?' 'huh?'

ian asks aqila - what does it do?

aqila - oh it slows down your com.

ian - does it send pple the link too?

aqila - oh yea and that too.

WAOH CRAP!im like sending people viruses!and cant stop them in time!(cause com was slow, rrreeeaalllllllyyyy)

ian - AQILA!!!!!!!!!

aqila - gta go. dad's nagging/screaming(cant rmb which).

oh shit!like....WHO"S GNA HELP ME?!?!?!?!

sean - dude, u got virus.

ian - like i dont know?!(panicky)

yea so i asked SK and sean how. they both gave me a website but different ones. but none helped. thanks anyway. i ran my own virusscan and found a worm. and it was labelled LOW RISK. for goodness sake!LOW RISK CAN CAUSE SO MUCH PROB?!

im such a anti-virus noob. now im well eqipped. damn those little worms and horses. meet your doom asses. and to those people who create those programmes(viruses are actually normal programmes), screw YOU!

yup. ok. long post. i bet u skipped to this part. RESULTS TMR!WOohoo...
ok, good luck guys. "CHIONG AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

together ok?=>

2007-02-05T20:25:00.000+08:00

so many things.

so many things happened since i last blogged. lets see, i didnt really tell many people but i worked at metro, causeway point, for the past wed, thurs and fri. only 3days cos i was relieving a full-timer.

wed: i was sick. flu, runny nose to the extreme that it would drip every now and then. and i went to work. i said sorry to quite afew customers cos i had to run to the store to wipe my nose. haha!

thurs: my mum gave me panodol extra and it really works!thanks mum. but only for afew hours. haha. so just keep eating lo.

fri: woo, finally, flu went away with the runny nose cept for afew stubborn germs. but i still had a sorethroat.

well its not that bad now. and fri was worship prac. after that, the guys and everyone went to 'The Fish Room' to celebrate vern's bday, early. haha. it was fun. we were suppose to go play lan after that but musCles and yc didnt bring their ICs. how smart. so we just tao poked vern and left.

oops!did i say tao pok?well kuen yeow didnt know that cos he came late and 'zzzzzzzt', ripped vern's underwear. haha!!!and went on to try and rip yong xiang's too!for the fun of it. haha!funny funny.

i bought MnM cookies for val frm amaris. MnM cookies!heard that before?no right?ok good. so i took it frm amaris on sat.

and val distributed it to her class and didnt eat it for herself. aiya, im not that petty that she gav it to her class. its just that she didnt eat it!>=<

sat went by fast and extremely tiring. extremely. wed, thurs and fri hav been slping at 2am to 7am. woohoo. fun ar. i slept late again on sat cos i had to send val back. =>

sun woke up early. Thank God. cos i was playing that day. haha. thanks. went randy on Sunday. hmm if given the chance, i would like to learn drums frm him. Isaac told me he plays jazz!gosh. he'll be the first person i know that plays jazz. teach me please!

then, to the surpise of many, i played soccer!haha. i had fun too. i nearly scored TWO GOALS!wah so sad. i nv scored a goal in my life. and both were extremely nice shot if it did go in. sigh...

mon, today. stupid day. suppose to go work at some fair w yick kan. turns out its a no-show. =<

i hope tmr and after will be better days cos i'll be getting my results on fri, 2.30pm.=<

btw, im trying out the other side. haha. tell me if u hate it. or like it.

im bored.

really.

i see your true colours shing through.

2007-01-30T02:07:00.000+08:00

Ah yes, Good Ol' KCP.

hmm in response to Mel's post, i say 'CHEERS!' and many ex-kcpians will chorus together with a standing ovation.

yes, chai fan's fans have grown with the waves of students every year. normally, sch food in every other random sch sucks. thats what you hear from other students.

but we have at least one thing to be proud of. dear Uncle (i dont know but everybody calls him that).

they know me as 'heh heh' by my laughter. haha. to this day, they dont know my name. let them call me heh heh. they make me smile. hahahaha.

other than the food, kcp holds many memories for many ex-kcpians. within a span of 4 years (actualli i spent 6years in kcp), my batch has been thrown across the island from bishan, to rangoon and back to good ol bishan again.

i wont blab on about rangoon cos its gna take up much space. i'll just say it was a fun place to relax. =>

besides the building, teachers will be another factor. yes, they scolded us, punished us, maybe even whacked us. so what, we'll still smile at them when we visit. i'm willing to bet on that. haha.

teachers like ms quek, Brian Koh(BK for short), PC lim, Mr low, Chan(toilet manager). people like these have left an impression on me. each have taught me different lesson not in the textbook. and how grateful i am to have met them. Thanks God.

but of course, there are those things we hate. mine is rani. for obvious reasons.

so thus, i conclude: KCPSS, not just a obiang building in bishan but also a memorable place with good food that every Singapore should try.

with that, 'CHEERS!' (and many ex-kcpians will chorus together with a standing ovation.)

lets go back, hand in hand.

2007-01-29T13:37:00.000+08:00

WOW. nice weather. =>

dont you agree?the weather yest and today was superb! yes, its cold but it really beats the blistering heat Singapore is famous for right?

anyway, my church (LPPC) is going to have a evagelistic concert in April. AND!here's the lovely part. and im looking forward to it: me and 4other guys are going to sing 'Backstreet Boys - Quit Playing Games With My Heart'!!!!!!!!!so cool rite!all the gay movements and swishing long hair. Oh so hot. hahaha!

but really, i ma going to sing that for a drama thing. haha. and im in charge of the worship too. so, yup, its gna be fun. YOU are invited!=>

yea. and results coming out soon. i think its 9th feb. people say 5,6,7 feb. all within that week la so no diff. crap.

crap crap crap. im scared.

Mmm, my mum makes good chicken. => lunch!

aye!long time no see!=>

2007-01-26T15:21:00.000+08:00

Be Thou my vision, oh Lord of my heart
Nought be all else to me, save at Thou art
Thou my best thought by day or by night
Waking or sleeping, Thy presence my light

Be Thou my wisdom, and Thou my true word
I ever with Thee and Thou with me Lord
Thou my great Father and I Thy true son
Thou in me dwelling and I with Thee one

Riches I heed not, nor man's empty praise
Thou mine inheritance now and always
Thou and Thou only first in my heart
High King of heaven my treasure Thou art

Oh high King of heaven, my victory won
May i reach heaven's joy, bright heaven sun
Heart of my own heart, whatever befall
Still be my vision, O ruler of all

-I've come to love this song. not only cos its nice. its meaningful too. Be Thou My Vision.

2007-01-26T01:40:00.000+08:00

bored.

have been slacking off quite abit these days. im gna repair my jeans tmr. i broke the zip. well, i wish it was because of what you're thinking. haha. kidding!

gosh. its about time i thanked God for that job offer. and the many other job offers i had. well, not many but most of them were out of the way and that one where...u know...shiat.

selling coffee...gimme your advice, yes or no. well, i'd prefer retailing clothes but...i tried River Island and i prayed so hard for them to call me back after the interview but sadly......

i went for a modelling interview today. well, it looks real. and i would gladly do the portfolio and all that. but then i looked at my hair in the lift at PS. scruffy, messy, comfy.

why would i need someone to pep up my hair with shine and gel (which i hate) when i can do it myself and be comfortable and happy just where i am?

that's when i decided, modelling is not an option for me anymore. => and im happy for me.

happy and contented. => thank you Lord.

2007-01-26T01:35:00.000+08:00

This post is a toast to Mel.

sounds like you're dead. hahaha. okok. ure not.

mel helped me set up the comment box. its the -no laughs- portion. thanks to her. cheers.

she also help me set up this blog, skins and all. cheers.

owe u one!

i owe u more than i owe her.

2007-01-24T20:14:00.000+08:00

Job?

i hope. today justin and friend (oops, forgot his name) and me went to this company where they provide short term job. i think the longest is a month. then no more. so i agreed to one job first.

didnt really like it. but thanks justin. =>

hmm and the friend told me to go ask starbucks r coffeebean. think i will. thanks friend. haha.

hmm these few days have been looking up. i like it when i wake up and find that im alone at home. => so free. haha.

darn. i keep forgetting to do cbsi hw. i always rmb at the odd times that i dont have it w me. like now.

the short term job that i agreed to is on 21/2 to 4/3. maybe u guys can look for me.=>
and i hope to get the starbucks/coffeebean job.

so now my friends, according to my sources, our results will be out on 9th feb!woopee. lets jump together. ;>

The sky has lost its color
The sun has turned to grey
At least thats how it feels to me
Whenever you're away

2007-01-16T18:53:00.000+08:00

Its getting Worse.

adult fare SUCKS. i spent almost 10bloodybucks on transport alone. shit shit shit shit shit. no job, spending money fast, on things i dont like.

that totally sucks. im tired. i want to work. for the sake of supporting myself.

i just hope this is a test from God. which means i'll have to hit rock bottom before i climb back up again. Which means i'll have God by my side all the time. thats good. => but the reality of it sucks.

oh please. i need a job, Lord.

growing up sucks.

stand by me.

2007-01-15T20:54:00.000+08:00

im sorry.

i know i shouldn't blame the dog.

i know its my fault.

i wasnt pushing you away.

"hi, Im Kidding."

i know it scared you.

i know i suck at things like this.

Soz.

The dog steals a conversation.

2007-01-11T21:28:00.000+08:00

It Gets Worse.

Another day of crap and piss. really sucks.

i had enough. tmr's my last day. at least im responsible. told aileen that i'll work there till she finds a replacement. yipee.

what's worse is this - lynette, my mum's friend's daughter, works part-time in an office, admin stuff. she's same age as me, waiting for As. she asked for a spot for me before but they didnt need people. but recently her boss asked her again. AND SHE SAID I STARTED SCHOOL!WHAT SCHOOL?!?!????!!and its SEVER PER HOUR!!!!!!shit man. stool. feaces. bloody crap. it kept me up last night when my mum told me.

damnit. damnit damnit.

i lost my mood. gnite.

Labeling Shit. (Literally)

2007-01-09T21:47:00.000+08:00

Labeling Shit. (Literally)

yes. believe it. here's the story.
i asked matt ong how he got his job yest. turns out crystal tang's parents own a job creation firm. (oh, anybody who needs a job, turn to them k?u can ask me.=>)

so matt asked them for me. (thanks matt!) i really dont know whether to be grateful to him or to hate him. haha. but im thankful for the job. haha.

here's what i do - everyday this lab receives urine, blood and SHIT samples. im working at this lab. im labeling all those samples. whether its cancerous or whether this patient is pregnant or etc... (sick rite?)

anyway, the patient's names will be written on the sample. and these samples are taken from the whole island. so..if i see YOUR name on it...HAHAHA. u might become pregnant, mister.

so i start work tmr. 1-8pm. lucky dunnid wake up early. =D im bad at that.

thanks matt. owe u one. =>

overload!

2007-01-08T21:24:00.000+08:00

wow. chruch programs are serious alot.

all through the year man...now my saturdays are completely gone. well its not a bad thing. i'll be having fun i think. and at least my helpin God. =>

all those things do not include my sch mind you. if u dont know, i want to get into Film Sound Video in NP. im rrli afraid i cant get in. i dont have anywhere else im interested or passionate to go. pray for me pls?

gosh. these days im so tired. many things to do. and im not working. i need and want a job. dont want to keep asking mum for money. work work work pls...even she's asking me to get a job...God pls help me.

oh no im worrying.

jars of clay - love song for a Savior.

-testing-

2007-01-03T17:53:00.000+08:00

well, gladys was mia. so mel was a dear and helped me. => nice nice?well she's gna do a comment box or a tagboard. so wait for it!=D

ciao!

The New Year.

2007-01-01T02:43:00.000+08:00

Ahh. the New Year started on a good note. It started with watchi=night svc at church. then that bring me to where i am now, sean's.

To all my readers, if there are any: i know i havnt changed my blogskin or even added anything cept posts. but with Gladys's help, im sure all that will change. so drop by once in awhile to see if Gladys has agreed to help me. =D

Yes. The watchnight's service's sermon was about Meditation and Journaling. Journaling as in copying down your thought. also, it can be said to be: Blogging!

So. my resolution is to blog sensible stuff. Yea. im sure that's easy. Well, we all have to start small.

I would like very much to find a job asap. im in dire need of cash. I want to stop asking mum for money. I hope my dad'll be non-existent in my life. i pray that i can be self-dependant with doses of family love (excluding the man i call dad) and val.

wouldn't that be nice?that'll be ideal. hmm, since i have time, let me tell u what i plan to do right after my dad leaves. which i pray is asap. :

1) clean up the house. throw stuff that hasnt been used for more than a year and has no sentimental value.

2)divide up the chores around the house. Eugene's in army so he'll just be in and outta the house. Joey'll do the dishes and sweep and mop the floor. Mum does the laundry and Me will help Joey to sweep and mop the floor.

if u are asking why not doing the dishes as well, i have this skin condition with soap. i shed my skin. yea. reptilian.

3) if we have capital, brighten up the house. its so freaking dark, its like a dungeon. imagine: its raining and you have tinted widows. so my ideal home is a Apple white home with Apple facilities. Wow, isnt that a sight to behold. "Ahh!Too....bright...!"

4)there isn't much else to do after all that so just continue with our chores.

yup. That's that. Nice?Ahh...I can feel it now. Cept a fat old man is standing in between me and that dream. Screw off dick.

Anw, to all fellow readers. I want to wish you all an extremely happy and fruitful new year of 2007. May your wishes and prayers come true and throw away bad habits. =>

Im grateful and elated at the thought of the future.

christmas.

2006-12-22T18:38:00.000+08:00

huh?christmas?since when was it about sales and discounts?

when i was young, i remember getting all the presents and stuff, treating it as any other birthday. cept everyone got presents too. haha.

till i knew what it meant so... i treat it more... seriously. for eg.

when somebody uses "x'mas", i would tell them no!its bad!(well thats what i think.) my reason is because u are sub-ing Christ for a X. cancelling out God?yea. so its v bad.

and this year Christmas is SO EXTREEEMELY comercialised. wow. so many places all wanting to make us feel christmas-y. so stupid.

so many of my frens do not feel the christmas feel. cos of all this sales n discounts. darn it. whatever happened to Jesus being born.

merry christmas...!

Youth camp 2oo6!

2006-12-07T18:21:00.000+08:00

well now for the camp.

rmb the previous day we walked town?i reached home @ 9.

i went home, sleep for abit and headed down to church for the pre-camp. woohoo!cranky!

thanks krys!for buying my chicken rice!w extra rice and soup!hahaha!

at the pre-camp, we cleared the bunks where we were gna slp w me in charge. oh it was fun. ahah. how challenging it was.(tired)

yea. the rest of the day passed pretty much when i was in a daze.

day one!
sign up was pretty much straight forward. will my team was dragonfly organic!what kinda race is that?!(oh, our teams are rice brands.)
well my grp started out extremely boring. haha. nobody was really interested in knowing anybody. haha. we had the telematches that day. suppose to be dirty games but i wasnt!haha. it was fun tho.

day two!
amazing race!woo~ i took chang zhong grp. for those u are oblivious, he came in first last year for the race too coz he's a fit guy that probalby expects alot frm his grp cos they ran all the way. haha. i took their grp. and my shoe was spoilt so a had to wear my slippers. waoh it wasmadness. ruth sorta saved me when she told me they're not suppose to run. but i had already completed 3/4 of the race.=/ we ended off @ marina sth for some steambat thing.haha.

day three!a sunday.
we started breakfast with a sandwich competition. haha. cate huh. i didnt see it coz was practising for main svc. ok. after svc we slacke aroun i think. cant rmb what we did. but @ night!yes!sch daze!!!!!the fotos are @ www.chocolateballs.blogspot.com thanks yiye!
waoh what a load of fun and photos. haha. videos blabla. haha.

yea. had a late night every night. slpt like 3 hrs every night. woo. glad its over.

=>

get well soon!

grad night, camp.

2006-12-05T22:54:00.000+08:00

waohhh. what a blast, the past four days. lets re-cap.

grad night. waohhhh. didnt everybody look good. it was@ raffles town club(rtc). well, it beats last year's. ;D

lots and lots and lots of photos!!! well, if u wna hav a look at ALL the pretty people(well mainly pple from my class), go to http://amarischen.multiply.com or http://shaunmacmana.multiply.com. adriel, eat ur heart out. hahahahahahaha!brant too!

yea. one thing about rtc. the toilets are cool man. large toilets. woohoo!u could hav a party in there!well, my class sorta did. were having a gathering in there. rowdy bunch. haha.

the dance was extremely fun!first time i danced tho. but that's not the point. we danced. it was fun. really. =P to last year!too shy to dance huh. muahahahaha. u dont know what ure missing out!

after sending her back, i went to watch 'deck the halls' w eugene meryl, bao theo, yick jason philip bao venessa and their fren, (4 loove happen to be there too).

yea. well the movie wasnt the point, staying out was. it wasnt an OSCAR movie. just a christmas movie. hmm we slacked around town together after that what followed as loads of fun.

i bought beer for them, esp yick kan. ooh was he drunk. his head was spinning literally!round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and........................................................................................

IM totally serious. it juz kept spining. for 2-4 hrs straight. haha. i was holding him all the way. he cant even walk!!!the goin through the mrt gate was funny. i pushed him across and jason caught him there. hahaha. i even sent him all the way home. duno if he slept on his bed or K.O on the floor behind the door. haha. eugene was drunk too. everybody was high. haha so fun.

okok i'll blog about the camp another time. i gtg

haha
gladys is like 'can i use?' for the past 2hrs. ahahah. sorry gladysh!

goodbye all.;>

the television steals a conversation.

whew~

2006-11-12T15:56:00.000+08:00

well that was tough. and im not even done yet!well got afew more papers. but easy ones. tmr, CLB. what's there to study?!haha. the dictionary i guess. yea. next mon got DnT. study a lil la. wont kill and i hav time. 1 week of mothing. and also sci paper1 on the same day. woohoo!
imagine studying that damn(sorry yeah) long. watch out sec 3s, u're in for it. muahahahaha!nah i dont think it'll be that hard on u guys. haha. wait till i get my results first. then i'll tell u whether it's hard or not.
haha!

anw. grad night's coming. yay!seriously, im looking forward to it.its what got me thru Os. haha. hope it's as fun as i imagine it to be.

yea and thereafter, the church needs me. oh, im taking over music ministry. "oooooohhhh" yea im scared. many things to do. sam (the previous i/c) was so bloody dependable and responsible, her feet must be like size 20 man. those shoes are huge. im only a little size 10. anyway, Pastor lai is there to guide me. haha. yea and im gna start 'work' after grad night. =<>

speaking of work, anybody (that's if anybody evn reads my blog) got lobang (holes) for any job for me and/or val, tell us k?she needs one, i think i got 1. haha. yup.

that's all folks!see you next time on study central!

i'll burn the city down to show you the lights.

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2006-10-24T19:13:00.000+08:00

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woohoo...its so fun...........................................dont you just love it.. muahahah.

=>

heyyyy

2006-09-30T17:57:00.000+08:00

hey guys...

here's sth cool.
http://www.dailymotion.com/visited/search/amazing%20guitarist/video/xerqg_amazing-guitarist

waOH.

ok.

gosh...my birthday was nice. => and simple. i got presents that i like. =>

my prelim results suck. that might be a good thing, coz i wont be complacent. but bad coz...its bad. yup.

im tired. tired of studyin and stuff. darns. sigh. yyyyyyea...

wishlist!

2006-09-19T14:48:00.000+08:00

hello one and all. im back afta a long getaway.
anw. im posting my wishlist. yipee...

CDs!!!oh many many. scissors sisters, lost prophets, the new justin timberlake album(its nice)...

a wallet!!! leather!!! just sth nice. :D but no myuk or anyting frm wallet shop k =x

a drum bag!!!i saw 1 @ swee lee tt was quite nice...48bucks!

those are the low ends...if anybody is generous enough, here are the high ends!

macbook!you know the new laptop frm apple?gosh its pretty...

the sandisk mp3!the "Sandisk SDMX4-4096 Sansa e260 4 GB MP3 Player with SD Expansion Slot"!at http://www.amazon.com/Sandisk-SDMX4-4096-Sansa-Player-Expansion/dp/B000ETVKHE

yup, tts about t. thanks!!!=D

lucky you were there.

delusion of grandeur.

2006-09-02T13:46:00.000+08:00

waoh the past two weeks have been mad. a mad rush to hand up folio and rehersals for teachers day...really crazy.

teachers day was quite a blast. haha
i think i was being very judgy but the performers thought i was being helpful...so what the heck...haha.

now tt its over.......i gta study...darn it. stupid Os...ok study time. kill me.

more time??=>

heloo.

2006-08-08T21:21:00.000+08:00

this sucks. im suppose to be studyin but im using the com and playing "see see my baby" w val's sis, gladys. damn. haha.

oh yea ed's back. drank too much tt day. was testing my limits. haha. i found it. haha. yea...

damn got a deadline for my dnt. monday afta national day. im dead. I NEED TO DO MY WORK!!!hope tmr i can actually do my work for a few hrs straight w/o distraction.

okay...gladys keep changin my fone stuff. change mytheme to a monkey. took a pic of her ugly self. haha. aight. have fun guys!

gravely disappointed.

2006-08-01T15:59:00.000+08:00

oh how disappointed i was at that bloody award ceremony. with the impression that every single applicant's photos would be displayed, i readily went. as it turned out, only the top three were put up. and bloody shit, what stupid spot some of them were. lemme giv you a discription of a very stupid one i saw.

Background: black on the left transiting to a grey tige to the right.
Foreground: FOUR BLACK INK DOTS!!!!!

ooooooh how artistic. i bet you my dog beats those dots anytime. shit.

and those guest photographers!!!pics of tom cruise!!!jackie chan!!!what revelance!!!!!!

shit. and its once in two years!!!

"i'll be back..."

a short but significant post.

2006-07-26T16:57:00.000+08:00

hello everybody. a short and sweet post 'cause im using a teacher's com.(benson's)

haha. okok. i got good and bad news. which first?bad: bloody hell, i just lost 5000bucks!!!well not actualli lost cause i didnt have it in the first place but well, i almost won 5000bucks!!! sucks right?well ya.

update: i joined a photo competition and 1st prize, 5000bucks!!!2nd, 2000!!!wah sucks man. I HAD NICE PICTURES!!!!so sad. i rrli could use that money. haha.

ok, good news: i can all see my nice photos!!!yea, tomorrow's the award ceremony which is invitation only. but the pics will be on display and open to public! FROM : 28th JULY to 4th AUGUST! please go have a look. i dont know why but just go see. its at THE SINGAPORE ARTS MUSEUM, THE GLASS HOUSE. yea...there's 18 pictures of mine but 6 under ian lim, 6 under valerie seet, 6 under melissa jiang. haha all mine.

conclusion :bad: i nearly got 5000 or 2000 bucks but didnt.
good: my pictures are open to the public!!!=> kinda good huh. if a talent scount sees my work and likes it then i may get something. ahha. okok gtg. got work to do. love yas!!!;>

hey everyone!!!

2006-06-28T19:00:00.000+08:00

haha. everyone's been askin me to blog. okaaay!

things have been lookin up lately. everything cept my studies. which is almost everything. thats my most impt prayer now; tt i do well in my Os. isnt tt everybody's prayer?well mine is very bad need to improve. pray for me?and everyone else. =>

finally!i cut my hair!almost 3mths!!!(i don't know whether its 3mths but...tts wad i told the hairstylist. haha!) its....weird.=< not nice. but im sure it'll grow very nicely. just like all my other haircuts. haha. lucky me.

sch just started 3 days ago. i've not seen my form teacher since. she's not been in sch!!well she hav been on the 2nd day but i didnt see her. there's no need to anw...had PE on tues. chng saw my hair n was like "what happen to your hair?!" i was like "it grew."(like duh~) she was like "get it cut n meet me back in sch at 5." i nodded. so happens it was val's birthday on tues. yay!!!she had training so i went to fetch her. by the time i reached yishun, it was...5!oops!=D lucky i didnt see her today. tmr she wont scream at me. she cant!muahahahaha!!!

RE: HATE.
well like i said, things have gotten better. had sorta started a business but we know nothing of it. cept tt our soaps, shampoos n bodily needs have been taken care by his products. but i know nothing of it. but im not complaing. he's out most of the time!!if he wasn't, you wouldnt be reading this now!it'll be later, maybe alot later. the house has gotten neater too!!i don't know how...im still not complaining!

through the june hols, i've gotten closer to church, alot. sorta like it. reading the bible more, praying more n getting more!!!not financially though.(i wish.) but i feel better, happier, more appreciative...try it! it's good. i've stopped swearing too. => so glad.

tues, 27th june. VAL'S BIRTHDAY!!!she was so happy.=> the girls went to surprise her but i wasnt there coz they needed to get home quick. yea...still, i wasnt to fetch her and gave her her present. yay!she liked it. altho it wasnt v ex. or ex. => happy birthday!

today was kinda fun. but there's one part around 3pm when i juz fin lesson but i was helpin jonah w his DnT proj, i felt like fainting coz i was SO HUNGRY!!!yea then i couldnt stand it i went to eat but there was nobody to eat with!then i called jonah to eat w me. actually im talkin rubbish. but its true. but its boring. haha.

i hope tmr is a good day. haha. i've been waking up late since monday.=< yup, lets have fun in the 2nd semester!!!

God has blessed me abundantly!Give thanks!For you.=>

things are better.=>

2006-06-22T15:25:00.000+08:00

im in sch now and things have been lookin up this june hols. cept for my studies. haha. hav been having fun since it started. camp, camp, sch. bla bla blaa...i'll blog soon!!!=D

=D

2006-05-22T15:34:00.000+08:00

i remember.......

2006-03-03T16:28:00.000+08:00

hmmm i 4got sth i wanted to blog about...it was v funny...i forgot...

erm...i sch now...CNY ended. so...OH!esplanade performance!26th march. => but i doubt many pple read my blog.. so too bad. haha!!im freakin tired. juz woke up frm a workshop. SS workshop!!!n gta field trip tmr. damn. hope its fun...

i really miss playing the drums.......been almost a month....

im tired.

tired of sch. i woke up on wed thinkin, " this sucks. i dun wna wake up!!!" but that was juz after i bathe. sch sucks. in a way. but thanks to my class n brian koh, its really fun. =>

ok. gna go. => c ya guys soon i hope. if u read this. hahaz....cheers!

erm...

2006-01-29T08:31:00.000+08:00

my cny nightmare has begun.

fucking dad. fuck u dad. no, u aint my dad. my Dad is up there. not u. ure juz a person who happen to be the partner who gave birth to me. asshole.

hmm i tried posting the other day in sch but it didnt work. so now im @ my cousin's house. on new year's day. sth happen. otherwise i wont be here so early. i'd be @ church. but no...that fucker........

hopefully this year will be a good one altho the start aint good. shit...

yea im too lazy n pissed. c ya guys.